I want to reply but I think we are treading exactly where brother Evil said he would never tolerate this thread to traverse. I ain't arguing with you and I agree that we need to fight, it just ain't happening in our lifetimes is all I'm saying. ergo it is a forever fact for us, just the price of admission for living.
and again, given all the options and choices, and seeing as how weed has proven to not be a relief of pain for me as of yet (hence the strain hunting) I highly recommend the lesser of all known evils (no kind of pun or double entendre intended) to me which is the fentanyl. no known side effects or negative effects at all, not even addiction because the dose is so low, literally in micrograms, that it does nothing at all to get me high and I have zero negative effects to my daily life, routine, or mental capacity. In fact, days like today, when my patch runs out and I haven't changed it when I was supposed to, I get to the point where I can't spend 30 minutes in the garden. Brother Evil, I absolutely feel you there. I need to spend a lot more time in the garden now, I am having troubles with veg tent dying off all of a sudden, I think heat is getting to them, hard on the clones, etc. I have a lot going on in flower as well and I can't get shit done, plants are suffering. I have to find a way to get my ass out there and tomorrow will be the soonest the patch kicks in, the only bad thing about them.
My whole point is that fentanyl patches are a wonderful overlooked alternative to typical pain meds when weed doesn't work. Again, I recommend them highly.
I went to change a few buckets and couldn't find many leaves like I pictured and asked about. I had started to flush that plant prematurely and the leaves are just nute deficient in general now, no spots really now. I went ahead and fed because I think I jumped that gun quite a bit.
I also don't think I understand about the light shining through the leaves, perhaps like pinpoints of the white light? I couldn't really tell with the big light on but I don't think that was the case in general. I have checked and rechecked for bugs and there aren't any bugs anywhere. They are getting so close now, it may be moot anyway.