What have I started?????

Stoney McFried

Well-Known Member
I do understand.I've been fighting with "the Beast" as I like to call it, all my life.My dad had it.Very bad.He lost control of it a lot.I'm not unsympathetic to her plight...I'm just saying she can come back, if she wants to.She just has to want to badly enough, and she has to strengthen her mind in order to do it.Unfortunately, bipolar medications have some frightening side effects.They may actually hinder her a bit if she's going on and off of them rapidly.
So I have seen first hand what mental disorders do to a person.Not everyone is strong, but we all have the potential for it.
I agree stoney that there is SOME awareness. She has called me but you have to understand that she will do this because other people are "spys" trying to poison her. Then she might call me and accuse me of poisoning her. So her awareness is up and down. The last time she was in the hospital I used various meditation techniques to get her to the point she would trust me to take her meds. I had to go into the hospital twice a day for a few days to help her take her meds. I think this is something you really have to see first hand to understand that this is more complex than you think. The human mind is an enigma and very fragile, even your own mind. Connection to the inner and outer is vital but so easy to lose . . .:cry:
 

NewGrowth

Well-Known Member
I do understand.I've been fighting with "the Beast" as I like to call it, all my life.My dad had it.Very bad.He lost control of it a lot.I'm not unsympathetic to her plight...I'm just saying she can come back, if she wants to.She just has to want to badly enough, and she has to strengthen her mind in order to do it.Unfortunately, bipolar medications have some frightening side effects.They may actually hinder her a bit if she's going on and off of them rapidly.
So I have seen first hand what mental disorders do to a person.Not everyone is strong, but we all have the potential for it.
Maybe she does not "really" want it stoney. After you get beat enough you tend to give up. :cry:
 

TodayIsAGreenday

Well-Known Member
okay this thread was crazy and i only have two things to say


to the op:
wtf?

how about were all experiencing the same reality its just subjective on an individual basis... after all you made us all different in many ways, but in the same ways, and we are all the same in different ways


blah blah blah


and new growth... HOW DID YOU IMBED THATS VIDEO IN YOUR POST?
 

TodayIsAGreenday

Well-Known Member
ahahahahh got it! thankyou


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[]D[][]V[][]D

New Member
So funny....The moon was upside down last weekend. I mean Pirates of the Carribean At Worlds End when they were upside down......sorry what did I say?

Nice moon today around 10 this morning in a Blackkhawk area......
 

[]D[][]V[][]D

New Member
ANother quick tid bit. Since I advertise nicely...

Nader '08.

Barack backs Corporate Crime!

Hyde Park Meltdown! Scarface! GodFather III.

McCain AND Obama at a Catholic dinner:twisted:......Dead Sea Scrolls have been burned by those we do not speak of......bongsmilie

Something is not right...

Nader 08 if you want America to survive like a relaxed unparanoid nation. SO this WORLD can be accepted on 2012.

Last Crusade for those....

I am waiting for the 5th.....
 

[]D[][]V[][]D

New Member
Believe me....I like this conversation and how it has evolved. Thank you.....

That said, there are those we do not speak of that do not want this word of Freedom to spread.

I am witness first-hand. I have had many experiences where I could have been killed if I didn't open my mouth. It has to do with normal everyday software consultant work.....weird huh, explain....well lets just say I have had for the past 4 years....a "manager" all about the devilish game of $.

The customer should not tell me when I am boarding a plane, call right before and tell me not to fly......I knew all day that call was coming. Should be the chain of command for the company I am employed.

Like hits.... "environmental surroundings" changes....

Then later that night....my flight is rescheduled for the next day.........i puzzle piece and cross into Kabbalah.

It seems that my manager thought $ ruled my life. I do not lie to customers when I was originally one. F u, F $ and someone already, F me. :mrgreen:

Don't hold me down and try and profit off me.....not what I am here for. So yes, I have a V, womb, Vendetta ;-).

That means home field advantage. Life wins.

Earth, Atmosphere, 2012.

Keep destroying Earth and see what happens.

I do not take orders from anyone but, me, myself and I.

The "game" is the same if your on the street or in a book people.......

Pull the constant (money/economy).

People have absolutely nothing to do. What the fuck would happen? Honest? Your telling me, Human Kind, can not function with out money/economy?

WOW has Big Brother really won......

All I am saying is this....McCain is a circus, Obama's cards are read.

America may not be "liked" to much after this election.....Louis Farrakhan is preaching a "New World" around Islam....

as far as story telling goes.....

X-Men Last Stand!






I agree stoney that there is SOME awareness. She has called me but you have to understand that she will do this because other people are "spys" trying to poison her. Then she might call me and accuse me of poisoning her. So her awareness is up and down. The last time she was in the hospital I used various meditation techniques to get her to the point she would trust me to take her meds. I had to go into the hospital twice a day for a few days to help her take her meds. I think this is something you really have to see first hand to understand that this is more complex than you think. The human mind is an enigma and very fragile, even your own mind. Connection to the inner and outer is vital but so easy to lose . . .:cry:
 

fdd2blk

Well-Known Member
[]D[][]V[][]D;1483207 said:
I know what I am.
obviously, .............. "I am a Schizophrenic, live on Neptune and am HIGH...a conspiracy theorist with unsurpassed technical skills and dexterity." :mrgreen:
 

DWR

Well-Known Member
[]D[][]V[][]D;1483165 said:
Religon is falsities based around a concept of money and/or economy. See this planets purpose is to host LIFE. Yet, there are those who do and those who do not respect LIFE. Good should be done cause it is the right thing to do. All Know Do.

This is the "Last Stand" if you will. $, EVIL, pain and suffering is on the demise and will be at a steady minimalized state by the Winter Solstice of 2012.

7 Heavenly Virtues
Prudence
Justice
Restraint
Courage
Faith
Hope
Love\Charity



7 DeadlySins
Lust
Gluttony
Greed
Sloth
Wrath
Envy
Pride



[FONT=arial,helvetica]Most of us are not archaeologists or astronomers, anthropologists or astrologers. Yet the majority of what is written about one of the most exciting and relevant subjects of our day - the approaching Winter Solstice 2012 end-date of the Mayan Calendar - appears in words aimed at specialists and couched in language that can be hard to read. This article is written for the Everyday Earthling who may be hearing a lot about the Mayans, their calendars, hieroglyphs and mysterious temples scattered throughout the jungles of Mexico, Guatemala, Belize and Honduras. [/FONT] [FONT=arial,helvetica]Let us begin with some questions. Why is there so much talk about the "end of the Mayan calendar" and what does it mean? Is there something significant we should know about the Winter Solstice date of December 21, 2012? How were the Mayans able to track long periods of time and why would they want to? Why should we care about the Mayans today? Is there anything we can learn from them? I'll begin by sharing how my own interest in the subject developed and go on from there. [/FONT]
[FONT=arial,helvetica]I first learned about the Mayans in 1987 from Jose Arguelles' book The Mayan Factor. It was during the months leading up to the event known as Harmonic Convergence that Arguelles, artist and visionary, introduced me to the 20 Mayan daysigns and the thirteen Mayan numbers - and to the wonderfully engaging and mysterious 260 day Mayan ceremonial calendar, called the Tzolkin (pronounced chol-kin). My pursuit of knowledge about pre-Columbian culture had begun. [/FONT]
[FONT=arial,helvetica]A great deal of scientific and visionary research work has been done about the Mayans, so I started reading. I learned that the Mayans tracked cycles within cycles within cycles of time. Their calendar acted as a harmonic calibrator, linking and coordinating the earthly, lunar, solar and galactic seasons in an aesthetically simple and elegant manner. The provocative simplicity of the daysigns and the sheer harmony of the calendar drew me in. Then a landmark article by John Major Jenkins appeared in Mountain Astrologer magazine in 1994, revealing for the first time in our era the true meaning of the end-date. [/FONT]
[FONT=arial,helvetica]Is there something significant we should know about the Winter Solstice date of December 21, 2012? Yes. On this day a rare astronomical and Mayan mythical event occurs. In astronomic terms, the Sun conjuncts the intersection of the Milky Way and the plane of the ecliptic. The Milky Way, as most of us know, extends in a general north-south direction in the night sky. The plane of the ecliptic is the track the Sun, Moon, planets and stars appear to travel in the sky, from east to west. It intersects the Milky Way at a 60 degree angle near the constellation Sagittarius. [/FONT]
[FONT=arial,helvetica]The cosmic cross formed by the intersecting Milky Way and plane of the ecliptic was called the Sacred Tree by the Maya. The trunk of the tree, the Axis Mundi, is the Milky Way, and the main branch intersecting the tree is the plane of the ecliptic. Mythically, at sunrise on December 21, 2012, the Sun - our Father - rises to conjoin the center of the Sacred Tree, the World Tree, the Tree of Life.. [/FONT]
[FONT=arial,helvetica]This rare astronomical event, foretold in the Mayan creation story of the Hero Twins, and calculated empircally by them, will happen for many of us in our lifetime. The Sun has not conjoined the Milky Way and the plane of the ecliptic since some 25,800 years ago, long before the Mayans arrived on the scene and long before their predecessors the Olmecs arrived. What does this mean? [/FONT]
[FONT=arial,helvetica]Due to a phenomenon called the precession of the equinoxes, caused by the Earth's wobble that lasts almost 26,000 years, the apparent location of the Winter Solstice sunrise has been ever so slowly moving toward the Galactic Center. Precession may be understood by watching a spinning top. Over many revolutions the top will rise and dip on its axis, not unlike how the Earth does over an extremely long period of time. One complete rise and dip constitutes the cycle of precession. [/FONT]
[FONT=arial,helvetica]The Mayans noticed the relative slippage of the positions of stars in the night sky over long periods of observation, indicative of precession, and foretold this great coming attraction. By using an invention called the Long Count, the Mayans fast-forwarded to anchor December 21, 2012 as the end of their Great Cycle and then counted backwards to decide where the calendar would begin. Thus the Great Cycle we are currently in began on August 11, 3114 B.C. But there's more. [/FONT]
[FONT=arial,helvetica]The Great Cycle, lasting 1,872,000 days and equivalent to 5,125.36 years, is but one fifth of the Great Great Cycle, known scientifically as the Great Year or the Platonic Year - the length of the precession of the equinoxes. To use a metaphor from the modern industrial world, on Winter Solstice A.D. 2012 it is as if the Giant Odometer of Humanity on Earth hits 100,000 miles and all the cycles big and small turn over to begin anew. The present world age will end and a new world age will begin. [/FONT]
[FONT=arial,helvetica]Over a year's time the Sun transits through the twelve houses of the zodiac. Many of us know this by what "Sun sign" is associated with our birthday. Upping the scale to the Platonic Year - the 26,000 year long cycle - we are shifting, astrologically, from the Age of Pisces to the Age of Aquarius. The Mayan calendar does not really "end" in 2012, but rather, all the cycles turn over and start again, vibrating to a new era. It is as if humanity and the Earth will graduate in the eyes of the Father Sun and Grandmother Milky Way. [/FONT]
[FONT=arial,helvetica]Why should we care about the Mayans today? Is there anything we can learn from them? The trees give us oxygen to breathe and help create the nourishing rains upon which we depend, sustaining life. We are missing these rains in places where the trees have been cut down or burned. Fires begin that nature can no longer extinguish. For the Mayans, trees were intermediaries between the physical and spiritual worlds, and absolutely essential to life. They believed that without the tree man could not survive and that "with the death of the last tree comes the death of the human race." [/FONT]
[FONT=arial,helvetica]The ancient carved stones and the stars themselves tell us we are on the brink of a new world age. There is no reason not to take a leap of faith into imagining what may be in store. We may trust that it is time for humanity to awaken into a true partnership with each other, with the Earth, and the Cosmos. By accepting this partnership we may claim our birthright and become Galactic Citizens who care for and sustain the planet, thus sustaining ourselves. This is clearly the challenge of our times. Yet, arriving just in time and on schedule is the Winter Solstice dawn on the day we may remember that we are truly Children of the World. [/FONT]
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[FONT=arial,helvetica]THE TREES WHO TALKED [/FONT]
[FONT=arial,helvetica]We speak to you now
As ones, who like you,
Are much younger than
The Mountains
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[FONT=arial,helvetica]Sustained by the same Water
And the same Sun
And both blessed to be
In this place of wonder,
We have been asked to tell you
To share and celebrate
This Garden with your kind
[/FONT]
[FONT=arial,helvetica]The Bear brings you power,
The Deer, protection
We, the Trees, standing silently
In witness, give you trust
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[FONT=arial,helvetica]The Water comes and goes
The Animals are busy
On their own paths
The Mountains, well,
They have other things to do,
Communing with the very forces
That created the face
Of this Earth
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[FONT=arial,helvetica]We speak to you now as ones
Whose lives come and go,
Much like yours.
You, however, are affecting
How this Garden grows
And that is why we seek
Your attention
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[FONT=arial,helvetica]***************************** [/FONT]
Now take a puff and think........ Positive thoughts bring positive things. I hope we all wake up or there will be lessons learned the hard way....



........ Agreed !!!


I like this part :





[FONT=arial,helvetica]Why should we care about the Mayans today? Is there anything we can learn from them? The trees give us oxygen to breathe and help create the nourishing rains upon which we depend, sustaining life. We are missing these rains in places where the trees have been cut down or burned. Fires begin that nature can no longer extinguish. For the Mayans, trees were intermediaries between the physical and spiritual worlds, and absolutely essential to life. They believed that without the tree man could not survive and that "with the death of the last tree comes the death of the human race." [/FONT]
[FONT=arial,helvetica]The ancient carved stones and the stars themselves tell us we are on the brink of a new world age. There is no reason not to take a leap of faith into imagining what may be in store. We may trust that it is time for humanity to awaken into a true partnership with each other, with the Earth, and the Cosmos. By accepting this partnership we may claim our birthright and become Galactic Citizens who care for and sustain the planet, thus sustaining ourselves. This is clearly the challenge of our times. Yet, arriving just in time and on schedule is the Winter Solstice dawn on the day we may remember that we are truly Children of the World.



:peace:bongsmilie



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[]D[][]V[][]D

New Member
I am on a website.....Not running for US President.

I am caring for animals plants and humans, life in general...

Where do you categorize me?

Who is anyone to categorize me?

Right! Believe!.
 
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