I am really happy because I am starting to feel comfortable an understand more of the jargon and everything is making more sense, I am watching a clakamas coots interview thats 2 hours an im enjoying it, I just get overwhelmed because im building up my shed for the grow, learning about organic soil, then got a nugsmasher xp for some pressing on some super trichomey buds i got for cheap. So its just a lot happening but once I get my shed built for my grow in this next week hopefully if all goes good an planned, I can focus on nothing but starting and maintaining the garden. Its my first grow too so I know ill mess up an that's ok im willing to learn.