life's lookin up

[gogrow]

got my pops to buy me a drug test before i even went in to avoid soiling my grandfathers recommendation.... failed bigger than shit.... 3weeks clean and one detox kit later and i still cant pass a fucking test..... i am not in the best of moods..... thanks for your support though..... not gonna let it get me down enough to smoke though... i've come too far and have too far to go still..... none the less, it is still highly depressing....

 

[mastakoosh]

good luck and hopefully there is always peace after the storm. i went through a similar situation to you and just when i thought things could get no lower, things completely turned around. can you get a urinator??

 

[korvette1977]

wait it out you gotta piss clean within a few more weeks .. It is best to be sure before you go if you can .. It'll work out .. Just dont smoke now and ruin the 3 weeks

 

[fdd2blk]

got my pops to buy me a drug test before i even went in to avoid soiling my grandfathers recommendation.... failed bigger than shit.... 3weeks clean and one detox kit later and i still cant pass a fucking test..... i am not in the best of moods..... thanks for your support though..... not gonna let it get me down enough to smoke though... i've come too far and have too far to go still..... none the less, it is still highly depressing....

good call though.

 

[gogrow]

good luck and hopefully there is always peace after the storm. i went through a similar situation to you and just when i thought things could get no lower, things completely turned around. can you get a urinator??

i just keep telling myself that sometimes you gotta hit rock bottom to even know you've been going down... after that, all you can do is look up and climb..... as far as the urinator thing, ive got the fake peepee, but i have bad luck trying to beat tests; gonna do it right....

wait it out you gotta piss clean within a few more weeks .. It is best to be sure before you go if you can .. It'll work out .. Just dont smoke now and ruin the 3 weeks

thats what pop says.... but dont worry, i kinda like this whole sober thing... longest ive been in over 10yrs.....

good call though.

thanks; i refuse to soil my grandpa's good name..... if i were to go in today and they sent me to test, i would not be considered again and it would look bad on him..... i 35yrs he has missed less than 10 days, and has never asked for a favor.... if he pulls this off, i will make him proud.

 

[fdd2blk]

i never even thought to take a "pre-test".

 

[tckfui]

I'm sorry to hear this. But it sounds like things should be looking better soon!
Did you go in today?

 

[Jables&Jakoseph]

All the best! You seem to be a good man, I read your topic awhile back when you were having some problems. Things will look up. Keep sober and I'm sure you will get the job. I'll keep you and your family in my prayers tonight. Stay positive!

 

[gogrow]

i never even thought to take a "pre-test".

#1 rule of boyscouts.... i used to do this on probation when they called me in... get my wife to answer the cell, "hes on a fishing trip (instate of course) with his boss, let me get him down here" bought me 3days.... hell, im sure over 50% of the "home test" companies business is from people like me... who study for piss tests

I'm sorry to hear this. But it sounds like things should be looking better soon!
Did you go in today?

nah, was no point if i wasnt clean... they'll be there still when i am

All the best! You seem to be a good man, I read your topic awhile back when you were having some problems. Things will look up. Keep sober and I'm sure you will get the job. I'll keep you and your family in my prayers tonight. Stay positive!

i dont know you yet, but thank you for your support.... heres a +rep for your friendliness and prayers... it is appreciated... dont know if god even listens to mine anymore.... welcome to riu; may we become good friends

 

[ChinaCat]

I really wish you the best with this.

I also gave up the party life for my job.... and truthfully I would not change a thing. I haven't smoked since 1992.... and I loved nothing more than to smoke as often as possible.

It was difficult, but not too difficult that I couldn't stand it. I am into the Grateful Dead and to go to the concerts straight was not the easiest thing... and to hang with stoners and always date stoners.... I think I am a glutton for punishment. **** note to vette... yes sweetie... I love you too.


The moral of the story is...... you can do anything you set your mind to do. The word can't means won't.... if you say you "can't" stay clean... it means you "won't" stay clean. Make your family proud.... you CAN do this.

Hugs and prayers coming your way.

 

[fdd2blk]

I really wish you the best with this.

I also gave up the party life for my job.... and truthfully I would not change a thing. I haven't smoked since 1992.... and I loved nothing more than to smoke as often as possible.

It was difficult, but not too difficult that I couldn't stand it. I am into the Grateful Dead and to go to the concerts straight was not the easiest thing... and to hang with stoners and always date stoners.... I think I am a glutton for punishment. **** note to vette... yes sweetie... I love you too.


The moral of the story is...... you can do anything you set your mind to do. The word can't means won't.... if you say you "can't" stay clean... it means you "won't" stay clean. Make your family proud.... you CAN do this.

Hugs and prayers coming your way.

a choking victim once said, "i can't breath". lololol just palyin'

 

[ChinaCat]

I am sure he meant he "won't" breath..... I am really, really sure. (not a chocking hug... just a gentle one!)

 

[kingtrip]

well some of you know that my dumbass wrecked my car and lost my job about a month ago... but we got a call from a friend; she lost her house in the storm and is selling her car for cheap.... so my wife should have a vehicle within the week.... my grandfather is also sticking his neck out for me at his job.... hes been there over 35yrs and is trying his best to get me hired; as long as i quit smoking pot, cause they pop you with random tests fairly frequently.... he's a class A welder at our local shipyard and trying to get me on as a shipfitter or tacker... i dont know anything about it, but i learn quick and have a list of wonderfull references from guys that have worked there for over 20years to the chief of police in the same town..... i go in tomorrow morning... hopefully all goes well; they start you at 13.50hr with plenty of overtime and full medical benefits after 90 days... might not be smoking anymore, but i will have a career to fund our move to cali next year where i plan to get my medical and go all legal.... wish me luck

Hell yeah homie! You got my ass proud man! And you know you ain't skating out to Cali without me...Okay and Jimbob too...

Trip

 

[Yeah]

Hit me up when you make the trip west. I'll make it worth your while for not smoking.

 

[gogrow]

Hit me up when you make the trip west. I'll make it worth your while for not smoking.

thanks bro... ill definately keep that one in mind... i've got a few of you guys to visit when i get there.....