Just chasing it down hoping at some point you'll see that you're not consistent, because it's simply not possible to be when taking issue with one in a million risk. There has to be another element in your risk assessment formula that you haven't brought up yet, but don't worry, I don't have much more motivation left.You should be a therapist lol. You ask a lot of leading questions.
I drove from Seattle to Santa Cruz on a motorcycle in 2-days once. It was dangerous. I didn't study up on the specific risks ahead of time. It wasn't the best decision I've ever made. It was risky. I was younger and stupider then.
Would you say you're a motorcyclist? I've been riding for over thirty years and one thing I can tell you is, no motorcyclist refers to it as driving, but maybe it was just a time where a friend talked you into it or something.
Regardless, it was a great decision *in hindsight*, even though you took on extra risk. I hope you don't have the opposite feeling someday about yourself, or someone you care about, with regard to Covid and vaccinations.