preoQpydDlusion
Well-Known Member
ive slowly been turning off my mind more and more throughout my day, like when i first started i had to be laying down in my bed after i smoked some bud. i could easily see that the shit going thru my head wasnt my own doing. then i started doing it while i ate, when i clean, standard ritual stuff.Why act, I find it alot more beneficial to quiet the mind and just observe,but then again, the one who speaks does not know, the one who knows, does not speak...
now its driving, work and sex. sex is great, driving isnt too hard, and work is rough because my coworkers think of me weird because i refuse to socialize with them all the time (fuckem, half of them are nuts too)
i hope to pass thru some threshold when i successfully only use the mind 1/2 of my waking hours. wishfull thinking probly
ey i got a question for the meditation guys- have u ever meditated while sleeping, like in a dream? i think im going to start carrying something with me i can hold while meditating, eventually it may pop up in a dream.
for some reason im really curious what whould happen to the dream if the mind was turned off- maybe some type of lucid dream could be experienced