I am smoking, but flower only. Dabbing causes me instant anxiety right now....I'm in a bad way, on many levels. Trust me if I could dab, I would dab myself into obliteration!
I've been popping xanax before I get out of bed most mornings as I wake with crushing anxiety. Tiny dose of 0.25 mg, but still, not good. Better than the alternative though.
Now my right shoulder is killing me too...really bad. I've slathered it up with lidocaine twice already this morning...nothing! I have an appt. Monday with my PM doctor, but the plan was to to my other shoulder this month, and wait a month on the hurting one...But I think we are going to have to re-visit that plan and shoot the bad one....But the cruise is in 60 days and I don't want to be hurting for that, so IDK WTF to do!! Maybe he will shoot it right before the cruise, but that's only going to be like 50 days from Monday
I have too much on my mind...