Glad you're here now tho I hope. My mom turns 96 in August and was tired of living years ago but still gets around pretty good but now is completely blind from macular degeneration. Like me, she hopes when it's time to go she just goes to bed and wakes up dead in the morning. No fuss, no muss and best of all, no pain and suffering tho we can get a doctor to put us down here in Canada now so a person doesn't have to suffer from a terminal illness any longer than they can stand to. It's called MAiD, Medical Assistance in Dying. Just like getting your old dog put down at the vet and us humans should at least be treated as good as our pets when it's time to shuffle off this mortal coil.
Sure hope you can regain a decent level of health so you can enjoy what time you do have left. I just want to get out of Bumf**k Alberta and go live on Vancouver Island near my cousin Bob in Campbell River so we can both fish our brains out to the end.
So far these have not proven to be my 'Golden Years'.