Boo... well we're fun and will try to cheer you up!
This heat does suck. Got a storm this morning and humidity shot up.to 88%
i also took down my tent, and trimmed up the three plants that were in there. think i got about a pound (no, seriously) off of them so that was nice. i moved the outdoor plants into a bed and while they're not dead/dying, it's like they're completely stunted. i don't know. and honestly, i'm all out of fucks to give about them. i'm keeping them put until they commit suicide. no assistance from me.
i've been getting into matcha lately so that's been fun. i needed a new green hobby that didn't make me feel like shit LOL
this heat is insane. this morning i half expected one of the chickens' egg to be hard boiled when i cracked it.
my birthday was a couple of weeks ago; first one with dad gone. then fathers day i just tried to stay 150% mentally occupied. i've not smoked much lately either as the last time i got zooted i ended up not feeling so mentally great. it's just a season; still trying to be gentle with myself. i'm prone to lots of anxiety anyway.
the garlic is completely cured and dried; the flowers look fan-fucking-tastic. cukes are loving the heat. we have a trip to michigan coming up the second week of july and i'm pretty excited about it because we *might* buy a boat while we're up there. i really want to learn how to sail this year, and my old man loves to sail and hasn't been in years so of course he's fully enabling this.