I'm slowly weaning myself away from all aspects of smoking weed all together.
I've been a part of the smoking weed game for over 23 years.
I even stopped growing last week.
Just the fact of myself not growing feels like a load has been lifted off my shoulders.
I'm not as tense, and it seems like I have less anxiety, which is the reason why I enjoy smoking weed in the first place.
Yes, weed relieves my anxiety, but at the same time it takes away my ambition.
Being in my late thirties I would much rather have my ambition back.
I know I'm gonna wake up when I'm 40 and say to myself, "What the hell happened to my thirties, it went way too fast".
I do it now, I say to myself all the time. My twenties went way too fast.
Who knows, maybe everyone says that.
I just need change in my life.
I'm even actually debating on going back to school and changing careers.
But one thing is for sure, I need to get rid of some old habits first.