back from court ( damn )

[goten]

wow. why don't you take her to court for taking
the car?

that would be a good way to get back at her.

I'm sorry goten, but I think this woman kind of used you.

She took your money, took your car, got you more probation
time, moved in with you and what else has she done?

This woman is evil.

their aint nothin i can do about the car cuz i put it in her name..
plus im not an vendictive person...and yes i feel very used...
i been told that i have a big heart and that i tend to let people in to easy..( women )
i cant help that im careing...my kids bring that out of me..
mybe i do let women into my life and try to take care of them to quickly..
but damn..im the type of guy that its like total darkness without someone in my life..
i just want to be able to be with one person and stay with that one..and enjoy life and not have to worry about all the bullshit..im sorry i dont want to be alone...but lonelyness is a motherfucker..i`ll be 32yrs old in aug. and i dont want to spend the rest of my life by myself..
its just nice to have someone with you..thats all...
i wear my heart on my sleave and i get takein avantage of sometimes for it..
but its my fault..but whats ment to be is whats ment to be.......

 

[purplekitty7772008]

their aint nothin i can do about the car cuz i put it in her name..
plus im not an vendictive person...and yes i feel very used...
i been told that i have a big heart and that i tend to let people in to easy..( women )
i cant help that im careing...my kids bring that out of me..
mybe i do let women into my life and try to take care of them to quickly..
but damn..im the type of guy that its like total darkness without someone in my life..
i just want to be able to be with one person and stay with that one..and enjoy life and not have to worry about all the bullshit..im sorry i dont want to be alone...but lonelyness is a motherfucker..i`ll be 32yrs old in aug. and i dont want to spend the rest of my life by myself..
its just nice to have someone with you..thats all...
i wear my heart on my sleave and i get takein avantage of sometimes for it..
but its my fault..but whats ment to be is whats ment to be.......

Poor Goten...

my gpa is just like you. I know how you are, but sometimes you need
to think with your head, and some of these things won't happen.

I don't like to see people taken advantage of, it pisses me off.

Read this thread.

https://www.rollitup.org/toke-n-talk/140536-how-get-rid-drunk-bum.html

 

[goten]

Poor Goten...

my gpa is just like you. I know how you are, but sometimes you need
to think with your head, and some of these things won't happen.

I don't like to see people taken advantage of, it pisses me off.

Read this thread.

https://www.rollitup.org/toke-n-talk/140536-how-get-rid-drunk-bum.html

i read your thread..i hope that your grandpa friend has been delt with by now..
well theirs no one here now for me to kick out....
but i dont know if i would if i could...
like i said lonelyness is a motherfucker...
im not talkin about some random person..yea i could kick them out...
but a compaion...someone to actualy be with is a differnt story..
id would love to have some here with me right now...its to quite here..
and silence makes a person have to many racein thoughts...
witch aint good...depression kicks in...saddness...you just feel like nothingness...an empty shell...hollow...like you could just break down and cry and any time..
dont get me wrong i dont want to be takein as some punk ass..
but regardless of who you are everybody has feelings......

 

[purplekitty7772008]

i read your thread..i hope that your grandpa friend has been delt with by now..
well theirs no one here now for me to kick out....
but i dont know if i would if i could...
like i said lonelyness is a motherfucker...
im not talkin about some random person..yea i could kick them out...
but a compaion...someone to actualy be with is a differnt story..
id would love to have some here with me right now...its to quite here..
and silence makes a person have to many racein thoughts...
witch aint good...depression kicks in...saddness...you just feel like nothingness...an empty shell...hollow...like you could just break down and cry and any time..
dont get me wrong i dont want to be takein as some punk ass..
but regardless of who you are everybody has feelings......

I know. I was just saying that you two are similar in that
you wear your heart on your sleeve. My gpa gets taken advantage
of all the time...and I tell him to say something about it...but he

never does. He says its too hard to say no to people, because if he
asked for a favor, he would want someone to do it for him.

But, yeah, that bum was kicked out long ago. lol. I was so happy when
I heard my gpa say "When I send you to Vegas, don't bring yo ass back to my house Rick"

And I know what you mean about being lonely and the racing thoughts...

why do you think I'm on RIU all day?

lmao.

 

[goten]

I know. I was just saying that you two are similar in that
you wear your heart on your sleeve. My gpa gets taken advantage
of all the time...and I tell him to say something about it...but he

never does. He says its too hard to say no to people, because if he
asked for a favor, he would want someone to do it for him.

But, yeah, that bum was kicked out long ago. lol. I was so happy when
I heard my gpa say "When I send you to Vegas, don't bring yo ass back to my house Rick"

And I know what you mean about being lonely and the racing thoughts...

why do you think I'm on RIU all day?

lmao.

i know what you mean..
im not nice to people cuz i dont want a favor one day..when im in public i try to avoid most people..
and when im in need..i dont ask for favors cuz i feel to ashamed...so i do with out...
yall are the only people that know how i feel..cuz i can type it on a keyboard..if i seen yall out yall woudlnt know how down and depressed i was..i just smile and keep on walkin like nothin was wrong...i dont even ask my closest family members for nothin..i just let them think what ever they want....and i just try to be as srtong as i can for my kids..i dont want them to see me struugle for anything.....

 

[purplekitty7772008]

i know what you mean..
im not nice to people cuz i dont want a favor one day..when im in public i try to avoid most people..
and when im in need..i dont ask for favors cuz i feel to ashamed...so i do with out...
yall are the only people that know how i feel..cuz i can type it on a keyboard..if i seen yall out yall woudlnt know how down and depressed i was..i just smile and keep on walkin like nothin was wrong...i dont even ask my closest family members for nothin..i just let them think what ever they want....and i just try to be as srtong as i can for my kids..i dont want them to see me struugle for anything.....

Aww. Goten.

Don't be ashamed to ask for help..

everyone needs help..

Hell, I didn't really want my dads help when I was almost
homeless.

He left me when I was 2 years old and hadn't spoken to me
until 4 weeks ago after 17 years.

He offered me $1000. I took it because I needed the help, or
else I would homeless right now.

You know what my gma told me?

"go be a bum with your boyfriend" (now ex)

I was like wow...thats wrong.
Because he was homeless for a while, and I was kinda
letting him chill here at my place most days.
(I was even buying my own groceries for us so she wouldn't bitch,
but she still did, and I wasn't only buying for me. I bought dinner for the
whole family a few times)

I swear, that woman (gma) will find any excuse to kick me out.

She tried to kick me out for getting on birth control because I didn't
want to get pregnant!!!!

She also tried kicking me out because I bought a car.

And she tried kicking me out for letting my ex lay on our couch.
She is stupid. But I have to deal with it.

Sorry I went off on a rant there...

 

[goten]

Aww. Goten.

Don't be ashamed to ask for help..

everyone needs help..

Hell, I didn't really want my dads help when I was almost
homeless.

He left me when I was 2 years old and hadn't spoken to me
until 4 weeks ago after 17 years.

He offered me $1000. I took it because I needed the help, or
else I would homeless right now.

You know what my gma told me?

"go be a bum with your boyfriend" (now ex)

I was like wow...thats wrong.
Because he was homeless for a while, and I was kinda
letting him chill here at my place most days.
(I was even buying my own groceries for us so she wouldn't bitch,
but she still did, and I wasn't only buying for me. I bought dinner for the
whole family a few times)

I swear, that woman (gma) will find any excuse to kick me out.

She tried to kick me out for getting on birth control because I didn't
want to get pregnant!!!!

She also tried kicking me out because I bought a car.

And she tried kicking me out for letting my ex lay on our couch.
She is stupid. But I have to deal with it.

Sorry I went off on a rant there...

that wasnt a rant..lol..its all good....we are who we are...
iv struggle my whole life and never got help from nobody...not even from my parents..
my dad use to beat me when i was a kid ..so i constantly ran away and stayed on the streets..
iv done made my piece with that now....
but since iv never got help from no one and all the fucked up shit iv been thruogh through out my life
im just to ashamed of my life and everthing that has happen to ask for anything..
maybe thats why i wear my haert on my sleave a hard life with 3 kids that id do anything for..plus longin for compainship...
hell theirs so much on my mind right now..
bad kitty kitty..bringin out my inner thoughts...lol..just kiddin........

 

[purplekitty7772008]

that wasnt a rant..lol..its all good....we are who we are...
iv struggle my whole life and never got help from nobody...not even from my parents..
my dad use to beat me when i was a kid ..so i constantly ran away and stayed on the streets..
iv done made my piece with that now....
but since iv never got help from no one and all the fucked up shit iv been thruogh through out my life
im just to ashamed of my life and everthing that has happen to ask for anything..
maybe thats why i wear my haert on my sleave a hard life with 3 kids that id do anything for..plus longin for compainship...
hell theirs so much on my mind right now..
bad kitty kitty..bringin out my inner thoughts...lol..just kiddin........

Yeah, you just need some.



Go pick up some chick at a bar.