Yeah, drink a redbull, burn a fattie, and read as much of that F.A.Q. section as you can before passing out! READ, READ , READ! not saying you haven't, but that's the best advice anyone can give you. Don't start with your best seeds cause chances are you may have issues your first grow. Start with some bag seeds, tweak your setup as you go and learn how the plant responds to watering, light, temp., things like that. and You'll start to see, the plant itself can tell you what she does or doesn't need, gotta learn how to read it. If you've got a birthday coming up, get Jorge Cervantes indoor/outdoor horticultural bible, great photos, and great information, promise you will learn a lot from it and love the pictures as well. Goodluck!