im sorry to hear that...but all the more reason to work hard and start your own family...a proper family!
in what ways do they not give a shit? do they not realize that loving you will bring them more joy than ignoring you?
or am i completely off? feel free to share if your comfortable
little children really are wonderful to watch play. i feel like people enjoy little kids because they like to experience the innocent bliss that the child is nearly constantly feeling. as we go into puberty and such, we grow out of this. we fill our minds with bullshit and then we spend the rest of our lives either suffering through our mindbullshit or constantly trying to obtain that everlasting one loving bliss we felt as a children. we will never reach it however we can come close if we open to EVERYTHING as love and full awareness of the never ending moment that is your life
they just argue and argue and argue.. my dad is kind of immature actually, he is just really narrow minded and has some weird habits (he likes this weird religion, he likes meditates and is veggie etc,etc), and my mum its her way or the highway haha. they can be nice and they can be total dickheads, its kinda 50-50 chance how they are gonna be.
that lil talk on children is totally 100% true, ever since i went through puberty till now, things seem to only get harder and less enjoyable... especially when it comes to money and women.. and for me especially women, they just care about themselves in my opinion (im not talking about all the women out there obviously). right now the best part of my life are my other siblings and my friends.
anyway, like last week i saw a picture of me when i was like 6 years old i was sitting on a table eating some fruit with a big grin on my face, and i just looked so happy and bright, made me wish i was that age again, or have that feeling again of not being bothered of anything.
right now my work and sparky apprenticeship, dad, girlfriend plus 13242342 things are bothering me, and im only 19.
im definatly going to raise my kids the best i can when im older, nothing will come before them