ukgrower2110
Well-Known Member
im currently on day 2 of a 3 week break, i never knew it would be this bad, cant eat coz everythin tastes like bread, had like 3 hours of sleep and feel like shit, anyone else feel or have felt like this?
i know how u feel, i blazed 8 ounces of my growers finest new strains within 3 weeks, my head doesnt feel right and i just cant eat, my roomates r gettin stoned and their tellin me i need this break(hypocrites), ive got another 2 weeks and 5 days of this, then my grower will be back from jamaica, he locked away the plants hes growin now and wen hes back theyl b done, i realy cant take this much longer, i feel like im dyin mentally and physically i just cant be bothered to do anything.Man i know the feeling. Ive been smoking steady every single day for the last like 8 months(been smokin for years, just not every single day) and now im on my second day of not having any ganja and man its brutal. Atleast your doing it by choice, Im just flat out broke. I cant eat anything, my stomach has been constantly upset, i cant sleep for shit, and im relatively unhappy lol.
I guess the break cant really hurt, But its definintly not fun.
man it was insane, i dont realy remember it, it was sooo much, i was smokin blunts like most people smoke ciggaretes, very night me n my guys would just keep blazin all night till we fell asleep on the sofa, it was madness, i shouldve blazed less so id have weed now8 oz in 3 weeks? That just sounds wreckless. I almost felt bad for u
at first..
i been smokin since bout 11/12/13, smoked a benners a week then, a q a week at 14, a half 0 a week at 16, a 0 a week at 17, i dno how much i blaze nowdamn half p in 3 weeks to the dome is hella.
i thought i was a heavy smoker.
i'm gonna smoke an L right now just for reading this.
yh well that aint hapenin 4 me.I'm on my 3rd or 4rth day break from smokin weed everyday for a few months and I feel great. The dreams get fuckin weird and feel so real. Just find something else to do with your time it helps no to think about it so much
ever since i moved out at 16 ive basicali just fucked around for 2 years, i have a criminal record for possesion, they told me to wait n itl get cleared, i was smokin sativas all day for months and doin shit that could destroy my future, even now im unsure if reality even exists, why has shit gotta always be soo hard, why cant it all just fall into place like it does for the rich white kids, why is it always us broke niggas who have 2 hustle for our p, i usualy dont complain coz i know thier are people worse off than me, but why is shit soo fkin hard, im sick of this shit, i hate livin in a 3 bedroom flat with 3 other guys, 2 others are bout 2 move in, im sick of stayin in at night to get super stoned so we can just fall asleep n wake up wiv d same shitty college to go to , i wanna go out wiv my gyal and spend all the cash we make, ive been sellin the suma the strongest weed in london for 5 years now, ive got shoeboxes full of 10s 20s and 50s and i cant spend it coz of these damn feds, i hate it that weneva i get a job its always long fucked up hours and they hate it when i come in high, sorry bout the rant but it seems that shit just never goes rightya its shit, I do have no appetite but I had the flu earlier in the week so I think that had to do something with it, but if you were smokin to that point maybe it's a good idea to go on a little break
i keep getting fired or quitin work coz it seems that sellin weed makes me more money ant is easier and more fun, on the other hand, if i get caught i can kiss uni goodbye, shit is so fucked up and right now i cant think straight, i keep gettin these bangin headaches and shit keeps fukin up 4 meDude I know life can suck, I've been trying to save money but shit never works out, there's always something thats gotta be paid for. Life would be great if we didn't have to worry about responsibilities, but that's not what it's about. There's always gonna be someone who's got it better than you. Majority of people have to work to survive and work long sober hours to live comfortably. It sounds pretty selfish to me if your not gonna keep a job because your can't be high there or you just don't wanna work the long hours, and than complain that life isn't working out for you. I gotta be up nice and early in the morning and work a full 8 and half hour day five days a week like a lot of people and work outside in the fucking freezing cold, than come home and do nothing too exciting. Life's not all that it's cracked up to be.