Tonight will be the first night in over 4 years that i have not smoked. Looks like i'll be up for a while. =/
I am like you. I cannot even remember ANYTHING about a dream when I've smoked that day. I sleep...I wake up. But now? OMG. I've been having very intense dreams...I gave away too much at Xmas and now am out ...
It's all good though because I stop even when i have it.
My wife gets super dreams when stoned, but I am the opposite.... I don't remember my dreams when I'm on weed. So it's a yin/yahng kind of thing. I have been enjoying having vibrant dreams again. I always try to find the bright side of things.
It is something. The dreams have been mostly pretty positive too. Boinking the girl that got away...being able to fly...and one particularly crazy dream...where I was an athlete in a crazy new olympic sport. Running up the stairs of skyscrapers...then jumping off the roof...parachuting...then running to the next skyscraper to repeat the process...all in teh dead of winter. I actually fecking did the first skyscraper!!!...I was on tv as the underdog who was giving it his all...but the terror was growing in me...saw my chute looked like it was packed by a drunk 5 year old...someone died that day doing the sport...craziness...was running up the stairs of the next skyscraper looking at my crappy chute and frayed cord...and thinking how to chicken out...and the dream ended.Yes... for us it a nice consolation prize isn't it?
It has been literally over a year since I remembered my dreams... I consider it to be an equal trade off.
I have a recurring aspect in some of my dreams where if I just concentrate, I can jump incredible distances....by NOT trying to jump ur but forward. I don't go fast, but slow, and I hover just above the ground....and I am always thinking why I don't do this all the time.... I can do it if I just think hard enough.... gravity can be not defeated , but "conned" if done in the correct way....then I wake up.It is something. The dreams have been mostly pretty positive too. Boinking the girl that got away...being able to fly...and one particularly crazy dream...where I was an athlete in a crazy new olympic sport. Running up the stairs of skyscrapers...then jumping off the roof...parachuting...then running to the next skyscraper to repeat the process...all in teh dead of winter. I actually fecking did the first skyscraper!!!...I was on tv as the underdog who was giving it his all...but the terror was growing in me...saw my chute looked like it was packed by a drunk 5 year old...someone died that day doing the sport...craziness...was running up the stairs of the next skyscraper looking at my crappy chute and frayed cord...and thinking how to chicken out...and the dream ended.
That sounds awfully familiar. Like slow motion frog leaps that last forever.I have a recurring aspect in some of my dreams where if I just concentrate, I can jump incredible distances....by NOT trying to jump ur but forward. I don't go fast, but slow, and I hover just above the ground....and I am always thinking why I don't do this all the time.... I can do it if I just think hard enough.... gravity can be not defeated , but "conned" if done in the correct way....then I wake up.
I have this EXACT thing go on in many many dreams for years in years. The latest was it was an indoor sortof baseball stadium and all my friends and family were there, people standing in crowds on either side with a LARGE distance between them and I hover jumped across back and forth. When I saw your post I had to reply because the way you described it, the " gravity can be not defeated but ...." was wayyy too close to the feeling I get in my dreams. Its been going on for years. It feels so real like you really can just impose your will and fight to stay afloat!!! Its one of the most surreal fkng things I've experienced in my life, +rep to you for sharing this with me ~ BCbuddyI have a recurring aspect in some of my dreams where if I just concentrate, I can jump incredible distances....by NOT trying to jump ur but forward. I don't go fast, but slow, and I hover just above the ground....and I am always thinking why I don't do this all the time.... I can do it if I just think hard enough.... gravity can be not defeated , but "conned" if done in the correct way....then I wake up.
Yes.... that is a great description of it.... like super long frog leaps....almost like catching a gravity wave.That sounds awfully familiar. Like slow motion frog leaps that last forever.
yes.... I always feel like it is so simple if done correctly. It makes me giddy (in my dream that is).... I'm so f'n happy when I am doing it...I have this EXACT thing go on in many many dreams for years in years. The latest was it was an indoor sortof baseball stadium and all my friends and family were there, people standing in crowds on either side with a LARGE distance between them and I hover jumped across back and forth. When I saw your post I had to reply because the way you described it, the " gravity can be not defeated but ...." was wayyy too close to the feeling I get in my dreams. Its been going on for years. It feels so real like you really can just impose your will and fight to stay afloat!!! Its one of the most surreal fkng things I've experienced in my life, +rep to you for sharing this with me ~ BCbuddy