Setianism wasn't what I was describing at all earlier. It's Taoism that closely resembles my beliefs. Here's a little summary of Taoism.
TAOISM
"Tao is the first-cause of the universe. It is a force that flows through all life."
"The concept of a personified deity is foreign to them, as is the concept of the creation of the universe. Thus, they do not pray as Christians do; there is no God to hear the prayers or to act upon them. They seek answers to life's problems through inner meditation and outer observation."