at one point on a peyote trip, I almost conquered it. The result would have been death to my body,
is this true?
Without it, you will no longer exist on this plane.
The death of the ego is like a journey into the sun... everything burns off.. except the "I"..
and when ONE exits the other side of the sun... the ego is surely burned.... and yet it quickly rebuilds..
and the BODY is perfectly intact.... vibrating and bathing in a new kind of energy...
if a PRACTICE is not put in place before or immediately after the dying of the ego, the ego will rebuild and one will only have rhetoric (such as religion) to
remember and
explain the journey into and out of the sun..
"don't be like a dog and return to your vomit"
The first journey towards the sun can be a brutal trip.. the only way to make it out to the other side is to enter with the desire to DIE... to surrender.. this has to be the ONLY reason, the only intention for making the TRIP.. to DIE
with this desire, ONE disables the ego from using its FINAL trick.. when it screams.. "don't do this, you will DIE"...
It is not a wish for suicide.. but it is very similar...
with this, one can pass that final thresh hold..
and keep the body intact..
iloveyou