figure out where you wanna go in your life
whats in asia thats so important?
it sounds like it sucks there, i'd totally move to CA, get a med card, & grow POUNDS
legally and happily. You could get started on a grow yielding like a pound at least in 3 months for less than $1000 total. You could get started with like 200-300 EASY
then once equipment is paid for its all free besides electricity, water and nutes
soil too if you use soil
im so fucking drunk right now...AND i got turned down for pussy..and this is from one of hte bartenders i fuck on the regular. idk why she turned me down all of a sudden. i get back from japan and all of a sudden she doesn't wanna fuck me...what a shitty day..im too drunk and lazy to jerk off and i just want some brain. i ahve like 0.4g of og and yea i wanna smoke like crazy but i wanna conserve as much as possible..im gonna smoke but porob just a tiny bit but i dont even have a fuckin pipe..i gotta spliff this shit and im goin nuts
i drank alone and the whole time i've been thinking about changing course in my life.
basically, i left new york for asia because i don't see america's future in any bright life. this isn't any short decision either. i took my time and studied a shitload and that's not even giving it justice. i studied very intensely. i love america. i cherish freedom. but i left because of the gloomy future. but all that aside, i'm willing to backstep in my plans. i've been contemplating moving back to the US and into california so i can grow and smoke good bud. in korea, i smoke like i'm a jew in the holocaust. yeah, i get high but EVERY SINGLE FUCKING TIME i'm paranoid off my ass. i still enjoy the high, even if i'm super-paranoid but i want to be able to relax and REALLY enjoy the high. you get me?
and seriously, weed is 90% of my life. i'm not kidding when i say that. i fucking love weed. yeah, i have my priorities straight and i live my life. but i love weed. nothing means more to me than weed. mary jane is my life. yeah, i trade, i work, i study..yaddayadda fuckin yadda...i love weed more.
i'm learning chinese, i'm staying in korea for a short term...im moving to singapore soon then right to shanghai to work and then start up my own fund. i have a lot of obligations and shit i have to do..but im too lazy to get in detail and i know none of you give a fuck...but man..im having a huge dilemma
to go through with my plan i need to be in asia. i need to be in china making gwop...but my love for weed makes me want to turn around and move to cali. i been talkin with my gf (serious gf, gonna get married in 2-3 years) and shes down to come with me to cali. shes down to come with me wherever i go. and im seriously thinkin bout takin a step back and moving back to the US for atleast a year to smoke. ill trade on my own in cali, maybe work finance but idk if i can even get a job in cali. in terms of economy, cali sucks donkey balls. i would never move to cali in terms of standard of living (unless weed).
basically, im moving to asia for the standard of living (future standard of living). i wanna be a baller. and no, i'm not talking about millionaire horse shit. i'm talkin billions, where im fuckin celebrities. but.........weed is my life. i can't keep goin on like this. i need more weed.
this is a huge dilemma and noone here(korea) would understand what i'm going through. thats' why i love riu. theres no pothead community here and you guys are the only peopel that understand what i'm saying or going through. i need to smoke. i'm not an addict, i'm a fucking lover.
i'm seriously thinking about moving to california if i can't find a good way to be able to smoke everyday here.
ok that was a long pos but i'm fuckin drunk with blue balls and very little weed so fuck you
