I hate the feeling. The hard part is yeliding enough from your legal limit of plants (mine is 6) to last you the atleast 12 weeks until you replenish your stash.
Ive been blazing for only a few years but have been high all day everyday for like 4 years now. Not high all day everyday, but blazin all day everyday (when I can), figure about 1/2 oz of dank per 5 days. Im not sure if its all in my head or what, but I cant sleep without medicating right before bed? It scares me a little casue I need stronger and stronger indicas to ge the Job done. Im growing a Black Domina and an Elvis right now which are both pure indicas just to keep my little fear at bay. But the point of all of this is yes, you are normal, many of my friends feel like this. Now you just have to worry about your tollerance being too high for the meds to make a difference hahaha
Like I said though, could all be in my head...