How do you deal with the paranoia?!?!?

[Chicago Gooner]

FFS, this is becoming more and more difficult to deal with. I know that the neighbors can't smell it or at least I'm hoping they can't, not a lot of people know about what I have in my closet either. On the way back from a dog walk last night, two pigs were chatting away by my place, I thought I was going to shit my pants thinking they're there to pick me up.

It's a fucked up feeling, one day I feel confident and untouchable and the other I'm dreading to go back home from work, it sucks. The bigger the ladies, the bigger the paranoia.

 

[TigerClock]

I deal with it by ummmm......smoking pot.



Edit; if the smell is making you paranoid try adding a filter....unless you got one

 

[pilgram]

You said "not alot of people know" whats
in your closet.....Id be PARANOID!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[MediMary]

If you think they are after you, they Probably are... its only a matter of time

FFS, this is becoming more and more difficult to deal with. I know that the neighbors can't smell it or at least I'm hoping they can't, not a lot of people know about what I have in my closet either. On the way back from a dog walk last night, two pigs were chatting away by my place, I thought I was going to shit my pants thinking they're there to pick me up.

It's a fucked up feeling, one day I feel confident and untouchable and the other I'm dreading to go back home from work, it sucks. The bigger the ladies, the bigger the paranoia.

 

[fatality]

dont let paranoia get you, if anything, maybe you should devise methods in which to alleviate your paranoia but also still be able to do what makes you paranoid, without the paranoia of course because you would have alrdy devised methods in which to not be accompanied by it anymore. so in other words, tighten up that growspot and get out your stealth thinkin cap

 

[taint]

Some people are not mentally prepared to grow,not an insult towards you.

 

[fatality]

You said "not alot of people know" whats
in your closet.....Id be PARANOID!!!!!!!!!!!

yea, maybe move your grow and then dont tell even your wee ol granny the exact location....keep your mouth zipped and maybe that would help alleviate most of the paranoia, at least to a certain degree anyways

 

[PussymOneyWeed]

You just have to realize, they need a reason to bust you. Just don't give them one and you should be just fine. No need for the paranoia man.




....or i could just be the feds trying to get you off guard so i can come kick in your door 0-o

 

[Chicago Gooner]

Some people are not mentally prepared to grow,not an insult towards you.

You're probably correct and I don't feel insulted. All I'm saying is that it is amazing how you can get tangled up in your own thoughts and bring yourself to this state. Like I said, I don't live in constant fear, there are more good days than bad but I'll strongly reconsider growing again in the future.

 

[MediMary]

take it from me, don't ever show anyone your grow man... your compromised, PERIOD!
when nobody knows your growing, its easy to sleep at night

 

[MediMary]

Im not trying to be an asshole, just being straight.

Best bet if you wanna ditch the paranoia is
1st, you location is no longer safe, people know where you live, that you grow, and where the plants are at...

If I was you I would call them(the people who know) over and have them help you clean out your grow.. hopefully you got a male plant, pull it up, put it in a bag(hide the females in the attitic or something)

tell your buddiese the police came by and you are never going to grow again, you scrapped everything, or something along those lines.

then honestly moving to another location(hopefully a different town) when your lease is up, and then don't ever have anyone over to your new place.

being a grower is a lonley lifestyle homie... Im guessing your not a med patient or in a med state... are u?