Well, this turned out very strange. It culminated in my computer breaking temporarily. The cause, I cannot say. At first, I didn't think anything happened, but I started to think really hard, and now that I think of it, some weird shit happened. Not exactly what I was looking for, but I don't think I was at the peak mindset to tackle what I was searching for. I'll try to explain. I couldn't come on here and explain what happened for a little bit of time, because of my computer breaking temporarily as I aforementioned.
Well, I honestly dont remember how many days in a row I did it, but I think it was three, I probably said it above, but might have left out one time. Every time was a pretty hefty dose 900mg+ at least, a good bit of throwing up, which was noticed. I had some interesting trips during this escapade, at the beginning, I ended up blacking out, waking up, and everything looked GIGANTIC. I think DXM is known for causing lilliputian hallucinations (from Guillver's Travels, means you are seeing things really big or small) I thought I was like a foot tall, and the TV was on, but I didn't recognize it. It looked 3x as big and I already have a 40in in my room, I was like, it's so much bigger than me, who bought me a huge flat screen tv! (its not flat screen) And I found a lighter on the ground, and it looked like one of those novelty lighters that are huge. Everything looked real distorted, and the greatest thing to note was the size distortion. I couldn't find any of the dials to turn up the volume, even though the tv was on. It looked so black, and for some reason the volume was all the way down. I have no reason to do this, but whenever I do DXM on high doses, some weird shit happens with technology and electronic things.
I started stepping it up a notch, dosing a large amount, I don't really remember this part of the trip, nothing must of happened, or something really crazy happened, if you've done DXM enough times you know what I mean. So I get 3 more robos, I see this guy I know that I work for occasionally. My thinking isnt too bad, even though my visual plane is very distorted. My anxiety level is very low also. I take out the three robos I had, and he fucking asks me for one. I'm like, "wtf", honestly, I don't even know why I pulled them out. Was probably the low anxiety. Weird shit always happens to me on DXM, and that was one of them, not weird as much as, "oh shit I'm having an OBE", more like, "wtf just happened, that was a strange coincedence" So I guess he chugs 2/3 of it. I do the rest, and then I started feeling quite strange. I felt real weightless, and I felt like something weird was going to happen. I was thinking real fast, and I started understanding things real complex.
Everything started looking real fake.. I don't know how to describe it, like I'm in that Sims game. All the colors were getting real constrasted, I've never seen colors so bright. I started to feel like I took some kind of psychedelic on top of a dissociative. I've never experienced anything so eerie, because everything was fake the whole entire day. As the day went on it started getting more intense, but it was weird how I know, I heard this music, and it was playing and there was a wavelength, and it started peaking real high, the longer I waited, the higher the frequency got. Then it became night on the third day, and my friend who's a girl came over, I wasnt sure how to explain to her what was happening, but I did. And by the time she came, I was starting to get real tired. I was guessing because I hadn't slept for three days. It felt like I took 5 ambien, but couldn't go to sleep. When she was there I started to lay down, and I was seeing weird CEVs. They were real pictures of a South American shaman, he was painted in white, with all the tattoos and huge piercings, I would see documents and it would zoom real close to the documents, and I could practically read them. Then she said something to beat of, "don't eject" or something, that seems like a weird thing for her to say.
I came back from the trance and everything was shaking. I was like, damn, I don't want to pass out on her, so I asked her to leave. I walked her out, and she left. While I was out there, I started seeing the wind, and it was like I was looking past everything in this reality slightly. I saw all the different wind currents, blowing, and it was real windy. Then I really don't remember anything after that. It was real strange, because I was outside, then I was in my bed. I woke up and the first thing I see is a bag, tied to my fan, going round and round. Which eventually makes the fan completely stop and ties it up. I'm like, "how the fuck did this get here?!" And apparently, while I was "sleeping", my roommate saw my DASH down my street, with no shoes on. I was like, "that's impossible!" But I doubt anyone could mistake my long hair for someone else's. I'm starting to think.. Where the fuck did I go.. And he said I was talking to myself too. Also, I went on my computer after all this happened and during the come-down, and it was completely changed. The screensavers changed to some trippy, M.C escher type screensavers, that are geometrically impossible, and everytime I restart my computer it turns to a different one. And then I was like WTF IS THIS, and suddenly, my computer's light just turns off. I was like FUCK. And I pressed another button, and it got darker. I had no clue how it happened. Wtf else could it be. This is a fucking weird drug. I checked it, and did everything I could, for a couple days, I lost hope. Then I started getting in a better mind-set, and I felt I made an epiphany by myself, I ran to turn it on.. And it works.. I don't get it.
I'm thinking I didn't dose this right, I need to do more frequent dosing with lower doses.. I'll try it when I get some pure powder. I was just going to get some, cause I had 200 dollars, but I blew it on some stupid shit when I didn't have internet.. Dammit..
