In a mind-numbingly soon prospect of time I will be blasting off (12 hours). Hopefully to a new level I can't process at this moment. I am not fucking around. I have extremely limited supply, and it's all or nothing now. I have my needles ready. I will be doing it outside, in nature. Someone will be watching me. For some reason, I feel very flat today, can't even make a good pre-trip ketamine post!