I like to think of myself as a chemical machine, lol
Hadd to put it in perspective here ... YOU are going to burn out emotionally very quickly ... and body will follow ... soon ...
The chemical machine bit 'will kill ya' ....
(I hope you are high cause what you say is silly ... I have studied anatomy post UNI .. you are not indestructible)
Wanna talk Psychology ... buddy you are in a rough .... 'place' ...
Your 'high' tolerance does not come from
special gifts .... it comes from compounded amount of chemicals in your system ... which at this time .... have corrupted your internal chemistry ...(You know this)
With the increased amounts of drugs you consume to
chase that high ... you are actually putting not only psychological strain on your 'reality' but physical ....
on your body .... (you know this ... k alone will do it ... H ...ya)
Your are a good candidate to 'go dead' ... soon ... kinda scary ... dont wanna lose you buddy ...
BUT YOU fit the profile ...
Please watch OUT ... (and figure out what you are running from)
All the L alone ... psychologically buddy ... at your age ...
U lack understanding of life in context of time .... as of yet.... and what
machine like abuse will do it to you ... stay safe.
(Food for thought as I know you can digest this ...)
And this is just watching out for you HERE Buddy ...