I<3 your thinking just like I started to think at that age
I`m 21 now and not much has changed apart from better accepting the whole thing... You learn to appreciate something with its flaws and humans are a way too complex "computer game" to not have bugs.
In my opinion this is what happens when you take a primate with simple instincts and supercharge it with a brain, then go further ahead and develop a language of how to use it. Language is a fucking phenomenon and it sure has its downside. It mixes everything up... Whats our image of a social life? Sitting around and chatting about pointless bullshit? Thoughts are what fogs over all our natural ways; being content, relaxing, sitting up straight, diaphram breathing, sleeping...
Like many pointed out, just do your thing
I think this video is very relevant to the idea flowing in this topic:
[video=youtube;jqxENMKaeCU]http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=jqxENMKaeCU&gl=GB[/video]
Its pretty long but watch it, its an awareness thing. Its in HD and its all crystal
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