Lace and Frills <3

xKuroiTaimax

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Why thankyou Crypty-pie :3

CanisLupusAgita is my screen name on various art and therianthropy websites. As I am a wolf with many depression and anxiety issues, I only felt it fitting. I took Latin for 4 years.

My subspecies is Canis Lupus Baileyi, the Mexican wolf often simply referred to as El Lobo. A kind of small wolf with proportionately large ears.

But really, It's not that much of a surprise. I mention chew toys and tailwagging in reference to myself all the time. My avatar is a self portrait x

/thread derail

Ps. So you saved that did you? X3
 

beardo

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CanisLupusAgita is my screen name on various art and therianthropy websites. As I am a wolf with many depression and anxiety issues, I only felt it fitting. I took Latin for 4 years.

My subspecies is Canis Lupus Baileyi, the Mexican wolf often simply referred to as El Lobo. A kind of small wolf with proportionately large ears.

But really, It's not that much of a surprise. I mention chew toys and tailwagging in reference to myself all the time. My avatar is a self portrait x

/thread derail

Ps. So you saved that did you? X3
Don't listen to anyone saying your titts should be bigger and don't let body dysmorphia have you thinking that either- the're perfect.
 

xKuroiTaimax

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Don't listen to anyone saying your titts should be bigger and don't let body dysmorphia have you thinking that either- the're perfect.
Beardo, let me take the time to say you are a very sweet, intelligent, kind and conscientious guy- the type this world is sadly lacking. I'm not just saying this because of the comment, but you've just been a really great guy in general. Sweetness, I'd love to smoke with you sometime.

Thanks by the way. I guess 28D isn't so bad. It's basically saying 'big tits... For a REALLY small back lol'

Still waiting on the other ladies XP I'm done for now, apart from outfits if people like them.

I really do love you guys. Not just because you make me hate myself just a little less, but because you're cool and funny and share my passion for Ganja. <3
 

The Cryptkeeper

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Beardo, let me take the time to say you are a very sweet, intelligent, kind and conscientious guy- the type this world is sadly lacking. I'm not just saying this because of the comment, but you've just been a really great guy in general. Sweetness, I'd love to smoke with you sometime.

Thanks by the way. I guess 28D isn't so bad. It's basically saying 'big tits... For a REALLY small back lol'

Still waiting on the other ladies XP I'm done for now, apart from outfits if people like them.

I really do love you guys. Not just because you make me hate myself just a little less, but because you're cool and funny and share my passion for Ganja. <3
Post as many outfits and other morsels from your clothing wardrobe. =) We enjoy them greatly. ^_^
 

april

Pickle Queen
Aww kuroi no this is ur thread dear, get all the attention u need sweety ;) PLus my taste in lace and frills is a tad more "lace and frills" and less teen girl panties ;)

Have fun
 

xKuroiTaimax

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Guys it's 3 am I can't post 24/7

Anyway right now I feel more worthless, angry and used than I have in a long time. I'm not sure you'll hear from me for a while, because I hate myself even more than usual right now.

Could I meet just one guy who won't pretend to be my friend, screw me over and make me keep his fucking dirty little secret.

Sorry I'm taking this out on you guys but I can't talk to anyone about it and it's ripping me apart all over again. I'll shut up now before I clog the weed forum with my whining. As soon as the panty shots stop, the thread sucks apparently anyway.

Excuse me while I jump off a bridge
 

medicalmaryjane

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i am sorry you're feeling bad. you shouldn't let these stupid immature boys make you feel bad about yourself. you're better than that. you are who you are and you're wonderful no matter what that moron fed into your head to make you feel bad about yourself. they want to make you feel bad to make themselves feel better usually. that's how low they are. you keep your chin up, you're the best. F stupid immature babies.
 

The Cryptkeeper

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Guys it's 3 am I can't post 24/7

Anyway right now I feel more worthless, angry and used than I have in a long time. I'm not sure you'll hear from me for a while, because I hate myself even more than usual right now.

Could I meet just one guy who won't pretend to be my friend, screw me over and make me keep his fucking dirty little secret.

Sorry I'm taking this out on you guys but I can't talk to anyone about it and it's ripping me apart all over again. I'll shut up now before I clog the weed forum with my whining. As soon as the panty shots stop, the thread sucks apparently anyway.

Excuse me while I jump off a bridge
You remind me of my cousin. :) One of the strongest women I know, until it comes to men. xD I know we're awesome and all, but just because a guy is being a dick to you, doesn't mean you have to beat yourself up about it. Try beating him up. ;)

Kodank is very much like myself. Our sarcasm is usually wasted. ;)
 

beardo

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Guys it's 3 am I can't post 24/7

Anyway right now I feel more worthless, angry and used than I have in a long time. I'm not sure you'll hear from me for a while, because I hate myself even more than usual right now.

Could I meet just one guy who won't pretend to be my friend, screw me over and make me keep his fucking dirty little secret.

Sorry I'm taking this out on you guys but I can't talk to anyone about it and it's ripping me apart all over again. I'll shut up now before I clog the weed forum with my whining. As soon as the panty shots stop, the thread sucks apparently anyway.

Excuse me while I jump off a bridge
This sounds intreaging if you want to talk about it, as long as your over 18 i'm taking applications. I've never been married and I want to try something new.
I hope you cheer up...Sorry to hear of your pain...Don't jump off a bridge please
Heres my thread where i'm looking for a wife I also accept P.M.'s
https://www.rollitup.org/toke-n-talk/457146-finally-popped-question.html
 

The Cryptkeeper

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i am sorry you're feeling bad. you shouldn't let these stupid immature boys make you feel bad about yourself. you're better than that. you are who you are and you're wonderful no matter what that moron fed into your head to make you feel bad about yourself. they want to make you feel bad to make themselves feel better usually. that's how low they are. you keep your chin up, you're the best. F stupid immature babies.
Yay for Girl Power!!! Whipee. =) Rainbows and ponies and glitter and hair!! Oh I'm a terrible little lout.... I apologize ladies. I can't help but be sarcastic. :D It's in my nature.
 

xKuroiTaimax

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Sorry guys.

It sounds like typical teenage whining to you doesn't it?

"I wonder sometimes, if it is really too much to ask. To have a man put his arms around me and tell me he loves me. Just once. He doesn't even have to mean it. When I love, I love deep. I take delight in every sight, sound, smell, taste and touch of that person. I give the last of what I have. I travel miles. I go hungry. I don't sleep. I defend them with my last breath. Follow them to the ends of the earth. Offer up every last part of myself. I shed blood as well as tears for him.

My main role model, my mother, only ever had one boyfriend apart from my father whom she is now divorcing. All these years I thought 'someday it'll work out, my mother managed to find a husband and build a life for herself.' But I never knew it would come to this.

I want to rip myself apart right now. Cleanse myself of every hand that ever touched this body. I hate them all. All those men. I'm not sure which I hate more, those who attacked me in the street or people I thought I knew. Who held my most intimate secrets and I spent every waking moment thinking about and gave my last penny to.

Why?

I just want a pause button on life right now, because the shit that has happened to me has wasted so many years of it already.

I apologize again. I'm unsure why I'm telling you all this, but I suppose I have no one else to talk to. Otherwise I wouldn't be much of a dirty little 'secret'.

Just dirty.

I don't know what to do right now. I feel sick to the pit of my stomach."

My post in Urca's thread 'How do you say something that is hard to say?' explains it a little better.

This is not me just going 'woe is me, men are bitches'. All the flirting, all the flashing, all my fucking shit online is a front.

Let me put it bluntly. EVERY man I've encountered in my life either raped me or manipulated me into doing things I wish I could blank out of my mind. And no I couldn't have just said no. If you knew the twisted web of shit I had been caught up in for years, with people I TRUSTED. It was more than a simple matter of 'boy pressure'. The complicated circumstances within which I somehow felt indebted and obligated to do the most horrible things.

I hate it all.I can't even explain to you just how much I am hurting right now. Nor can I thank you enough for your support.

There's probably still a number of you thinking I'm exaggerating or I should fick off with my melodrama but that's how it is. I have nothing more to say.

April, MedicalMaryJane, Sunni, Ganjulia, Urca, Morgan Lynn and all you other girls, keep this thread going with underwear or something before it gets any more depressing.
 

kystoner

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i really hope you start feeling better. dont be so down on your self you dont need a man to make you feel good about tour self just look in the mirror and see how beautiful you are and fire up a fatty and forget about all the dickheads that done you wrong
 
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