So im kinda of a loser and couldnt think of any where else to get my advise ..but so hears whats up ....about 2/3 mouths ago i got my self a new girl freind ive never had such a connection with anybody ..We meant at a show through a mutal freind and started dating about a week after meeting ...So things were going great we had sex 3 times a day could not stay away from each other ..talking about moving in with each other ..than it happend i told her that me and some freinds were going ice fishing id never been ..She had to work so she couldnt come she seemed kinda mad about it i told her me and the boys were going to get drunk and stay at the freinds house who had invited us ...She didnt like the idea but she didnt say i coundt go so anyways at like 9 oclock i call her work she was suppsoed to get off at 10 they said she had just left ...anyways my freind that i rode u with wants to leave after a while and we get to her place like 11.00 she lives with a couple roomates in a Hostle kind a thing ..So i come around the corner to her room and there she is with no shirt on just a bra and sweat pants i was so happy to see her and than i saw they most acward look ive ever seen in anyones eyes ..she turns around and bolts into her room and slams the door ..i knock thinking shes jokeing with me no answer i look down and she left the keys in her door so turn the handle she has her foot on the door but force it open there on her bed is her coworker with his shirt off .. turned around immidtley to leave about half way down the hallway she catches up to me and says shes sorry and what not ..meanwhile the boy shes was worth come around the corner and says i herd you 2 broke up .....im really drunk me and her start arguing the little bastard sneeks out the back door ...Now she claims that they were just kissing and than she realized what she was doing was Wrong and when i saw her leaving her room that she was going to get her ciggs and had already told the kid to leave ....we ened up having some really good make up sex ..that was like two weeks ago and no it seems like all i can think about is the fact she cheated on me ..I feel like im still with her because i want revenge if u know what i mean ....im so confused and hert i just feel lost i dont know what to do i think i love her but i dont trust her at all ....shes has stayed the night at my house every night since than ...shes kinda clingy now like she realized how much i mean to her and how close she came to losing me forever ..i dont know what whould you people do in my shoes ...thanks 4 reading i just really wanted to get this off my chest felt so good just to tell someone im in a new city and dont really have freinds that i want to talk about this with