I hate having to do multiple calculations simultaneously, or complicated formulae because you basically have to trust someone else's equation and it's not often explained how whoever invented it got to that conclusions. I like trigonometry, but no one will tell you how anyone arrived at SIN COS and TAN, you just use them. I hate the assumed and theoretical side of mathematics and the fact you are handling intangible data. And what the fuck IS zero anyway? I struggled through basic math and my teachers thought I was faking being stupid because they think all autistic kids are supposed to be savants. Well, I needed a learning assistant to explain it to me in a different way, scribe for me, I had separate exercises, used coloured pencils and highlighters to create a coded system that I could understand the chunks of an equation in. After 2 months of hard work I went from Ds to straight A's. I wasn't stupid, I have a disability.