Hey everyone, I recently tried 25I-NBOMe blotter, from a semi-reputable source. My pupils were massive, all my friends thought it must've been amazing. Yet, no visuals or anything the whole night, not to mention a slight degree of irritability and a large dose of cynicism. I've also consumed from 50-80 mg of Methoxetamine three times, and while it was amazing, and I felt the music just wash over my body, still no visuals to speak of. I do feel mentally creative on both MXE and plain cannabis, enough to sort of "imagine" a trip, but not really obtain actual visuals. I have a long history of depression/social anxiety/possibly bipolar II, so maybe mental illness could contribute? Although I'm not really certain about that. Anyways, any input would be greatly appreciated. I love the psychedelic experience of dissociatives, but it feels like I'm missing a massive slice of the pie. Thanks