man do i ever hate trying to get a point across to people with no sense of empathy whatsoever... as long as most people get theres... everyone else can fuck off. your point about "how much faster & productive" indicas grow is MY point exactly... selfish greedy people grow inferior indicas for their own selfish interests and screw anyone that doesn't go along with THEIR program. the first time i smoked a couple grams of 2 different indies for just $8, i was insanely pissed off and wanted my money back because it didn't get me high, just tired which i can do for free. they don't flood the market because of demand, they flood the market because that's what people in it for the money WANT to grow.
i KNOW some people prefer indicas... about 1/4 of smokers and 1/2 more like them to tolerate them, but there's about a 5% overall leaning to the side of preferring to get high and at the extremes, more people hate indicas than sativas. the thing thatdrives me nuts is how everyone just keeps "going with the program" and anyone like me who militantly opposes it is a "threat to the new world order".
people who prefer or need to get stoned have no business trying to claim the higher ground in this debate because they can go anywhere and get what they want and i've TRIED for 25 goddamn years to find a connection that'll get me high and it's NEVER happened once. can you understand that? can you put yourself in my shoes a second and see what i'm talking about? no, i'm sure you can't... standing up for right and wrong and fairness only pisses sheep off and i'm not a go with the flow kind of person.
me? i HATE having to invest in gear and grow it myself and deal with all that risk. i shouldn't fucking have to! when i DO have bud, i won't sell shit, i'll GIVE IT AWAY! anything i have i can't smoke will be someone else's freebie like the kali mist i begged and pleaded to pay $120 an eighth for in the late 90s.
i've made the same point 1,000 times in 100 ways and those that don't want to hear it will just never get it. people that DEMAND to get high CAN'T in most places outside so-cal or better med use markets. everywhere else, indica is the ONLY option. it isn't fair, it isn't right... it's CORRUPT.
you know, when i started blazing i was getting REAL california grown & imported to NY columbian gold. i was high as a mofo almost constantly until i'd take a week long vacation every month when tolerance built. i was paying just $40 a quarter too. then, after the corrupt attempt to eradicate weed by the US government illegally poisoning both US & mexican citizens with paraquat, a year later, i was RIPPED OFF with that 1st $8 gram and a half of useless get the fuck out of my face with that stony shit indicrap and could not understand how greedy fucks could then more than double the price from $40 a quarter to $50 an eigth! they were asking more for useless shit and trying to put a positive spin on on what's known today as "bag appeal" traits like stinking like a skunk's ass, buds that are impossible to break apart with your fingers or sticky resin that makes a mess. i never drank thew kool aid. everything that weaker minded people have been BRAINWASHED into thinking are signs of quality are indicators of useless overpriced schwag to me. that's why i've told EVERY dealer i've know to eventually go fuck themselves for pushing that shit and expecting me to act like they're doing me a favor for it.
i'd rather smoke pissweak mexican brick than ANY shit i've run into on the streets for 2 decades plus. 25 years, as many dealers and probably 10x that in dollars... ALL wasted and never getting high one motherfucking time! status quo apologists in their small minded, stupid, unable to look at the big picture way like to come back with "you just don't know the right dealers" all the while closing their eyes to 25 out of 25 useless fucking ones. it isn't about ME either. it's about the CONSPIRACY.
it's the same exact thing as the issues brought up by occupy wallstreet... i've been telling people how corrupt lobbyists affect their lives for decades, not because one has ever done anything specific to me, but simply because of how corrupt & wrong they are. in a way, i'm a little annoyed at all the assholes that are FINALLY waking up not because it's the right thing to do, but ONLY because it affects THEM. if you can't understand my war on ALL that is corrupt and unfair, then you're "one of them" and don't come bitching to me because you lost your job, house, pension, health care or fucking freedoms! i was fucking fighting for you when you didn't give a shit because those issues were someone else's problems. when the issues didn't affect you personally, (just like with my contempt for indica corruption) you didn't want to hear it.
ever heard of the really STUPID human tendency to "shoot the messenger"? that's what i've ALWAYS been and always will be and NOT because of injustices against me personally, but ALL injustices.
i was the ONLY person in a social studies class thought experiment to chose the 80 year old preacher and the mortally injured 25 year old mechanic for expulsion from a bomb shelter that had to get rid of 2 people because they were the LOGICAL choices where EVERYONE else chose one of the two and an otherwise healthy gay lawyer because that's how people ruled by the fidiot lizard part of their brain think, but not ME. i have no problems saying i'm homophobic, don't like to be around queers and expecially hate instigating queens, but would STILL make the same exact choice because it's RIGHT! you can't rebuild civilization with 2 people close to their death bed... an annoying queen that isn't dying would be more productive.
haters like that lying ass piece of shit stalker troll are the perfect example of what's wrong with the human race in general. i stand up for what's right, then everone else gathers around the instigating asshole all the while ignoring FACTS! i'll continue to stand up for what's right with my last breath and don't give a flying fuck that i only piss off go with the flow sheep who only care who their butt buddies are and how much power there is ganging up on people. when i'm ganged up on, i just aim for the instigator and then try and take out whoever else i can until defeated knowing that i'm right. i'll take right over popular every time.
