I'm really bad at this; are you being serious or doing a parody? If it's a parody, it's brilliant. I ask mainly because your language (your species, your race) indicates that you are not human, then you use a concept straight from fundie websites, 'there are no atheists in foxholes'. We do sometimes choose to abort our unborn fetuses, because we realize the value of an existing human is greater than a potential human. In nature, animals must wait for their offspring to be born before murdering and eating them (think lions taking over a pride, or some lower mammals like rats that sometimes just want a yummy snack). That doesn't seem much better. There is god in me, but I won't let him out? My will is stronger than the almighty creator of all existence? I think he could come out if he so chose. Come on out of me, Jebus! Stop hiding in there! Nope, that didn't work, he's SO shy...