sorry to hear thisthat sucks man. in a way I know how you feel my mom and dad are killing themselves. moms with food and not taking care of herselfshe has heart issues and diabetes and pops with his smoking and booze.I think they want to die before I do so they are doing everything they can to make it happen. my bro died of cancer when he was 12 and sis in a car wreck when she was 18 . so recently my mom has a heart attack and dad broke his neck years ago both are disabled now my younger bro is autistic he cant do much or at least wont. so I sold my house and moved back home to take care the family i'm now the sole provider. sometimes I get in these slumps and get depressed because I cant start a family of my own. I feel like i was robbed of any future. your not alone out there peace for now.....smoke
put family first is a noble thing