Guitar guy
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Umm... I really don't know how to open this thread up, so I guess ill just jump right into things.
So last year I had some major surgery done and was left with some chronic back pain. Originally I was prescribed Vicodin. This worked well for the pain, but I was essentially a vegetable until I got a tolerance built up a bit. Turns out I am allergic to hydrocodone and I went into a hydrocodone induced psychosis, fighting with my parents, almost throwing something at my step dad dad who was just a couple months short of passing away from cancer (sorry Bob, R.I.P.) so my mom called the surgeon and had me switched to tramadol.
I started taking it every day for my back pain, until I eventually built up a tolerance like a pill head. I believe I stopped taking it for a while because my back stopped hurting. After my step dad passing away, I was a complete mess. Depression hit me a couple weeks after he passed, and it hit me hard. My back also started hurting again so I resumed taking my tramadol. I still had my tolerance built up (damn) but I noticed that I was in a better mood from it. After some Googling, I found that tramadol can be prescribed as an anti depressant. So I kept taking my dose every day until I eventually ran out. Depression sank in again and unfortunately the only strains that were going around at the time were heavy indica strains so that didn't help my depression one bit.
So I finally got a hold of some white widow which can be medicinally used for depression, and it works great. While I'm high that is, and I'm in no position where I can be high or buzzed all day for the effects. My mom is afraid of my littlest brother seeing. So ANYWAYS, I smoked before I went to school today and white widow can cause headaches on the come down. So I had a headache all day and when I came home asked my brother for some tramadol. I popped 100 mg about two hours ago and then took a short nap. When I woke up, my headache was still there, but I felt really happy, and I still do.
For instance, I thought I heard someone doing the dishes for me, so I was going to get up, on my own, and do them. I would never do this normally. Also I apologized to my cousin for making him feel really bad yesterday (I was fucking with him the whole time though but he didn't know) and now I feel perfectly ok with all the troubles I'm going through right now.
So basically, tramadol is amazing at being an anti depressant. Typical anti depressants take a month or two to work, this stuff takes about an hour and a half. I really do recommend trying it if you are depressed. It has little recreation value, so don't even try lol. And on a side note, even though I'm allergic, I still sometimes take Vicodin and when I do, I turn into the most romantic guy ever. Any reason this could be caused by it?
So last year I had some major surgery done and was left with some chronic back pain. Originally I was prescribed Vicodin. This worked well for the pain, but I was essentially a vegetable until I got a tolerance built up a bit. Turns out I am allergic to hydrocodone and I went into a hydrocodone induced psychosis, fighting with my parents, almost throwing something at my step dad dad who was just a couple months short of passing away from cancer (sorry Bob, R.I.P.) so my mom called the surgeon and had me switched to tramadol.
I started taking it every day for my back pain, until I eventually built up a tolerance like a pill head. I believe I stopped taking it for a while because my back stopped hurting. After my step dad passing away, I was a complete mess. Depression hit me a couple weeks after he passed, and it hit me hard. My back also started hurting again so I resumed taking my tramadol. I still had my tolerance built up (damn) but I noticed that I was in a better mood from it. After some Googling, I found that tramadol can be prescribed as an anti depressant. So I kept taking my dose every day until I eventually ran out. Depression sank in again and unfortunately the only strains that were going around at the time were heavy indica strains so that didn't help my depression one bit.
So I finally got a hold of some white widow which can be medicinally used for depression, and it works great. While I'm high that is, and I'm in no position where I can be high or buzzed all day for the effects. My mom is afraid of my littlest brother seeing. So ANYWAYS, I smoked before I went to school today and white widow can cause headaches on the come down. So I had a headache all day and when I came home asked my brother for some tramadol. I popped 100 mg about two hours ago and then took a short nap. When I woke up, my headache was still there, but I felt really happy, and I still do.
For instance, I thought I heard someone doing the dishes for me, so I was going to get up, on my own, and do them. I would never do this normally. Also I apologized to my cousin for making him feel really bad yesterday (I was fucking with him the whole time though but he didn't know) and now I feel perfectly ok with all the troubles I'm going through right now.
So basically, tramadol is amazing at being an anti depressant. Typical anti depressants take a month or two to work, this stuff takes about an hour and a half. I really do recommend trying it if you are depressed. It has little recreation value, so don't even try lol. And on a side note, even though I'm allergic, I still sometimes take Vicodin and when I do, I turn into the most romantic guy ever. Any reason this could be caused by it?