TrynaGroSumShyt
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Now that is sexy!
"X" Nutrients (Baseline Only) and Silica Shield Mrs J...I feed my males too cause I want them just as healthy.WTH are you feeding your plants??? They look ridiculously perfect....that color of green is just rght!
Lmao...I read one of the side effects of marijuana is having a lack of desire to do things that don't make you happy. Causes many problems in my life since most things are shit I don't want to do. I feel you on that one!+ 1 on feeding males too, I don't see why people treat males like shit, they are the future of your genetic stock!
and shit, if you feed your plants organically and figure it out, they all turn out that lush (atleast outdoors they do )
on day 13 without bud, I'm doing great. my life is definitely getting hella back in order.
i'm on day 1. but i went two days last week. I'm sure i can get to where you are soon. Or one day, just when i get extra bored, weed make being bored a little bit less boring. And stress, weed help's cope with that some as well. but not really. it's kind of a habitual thing with myself and weed. Wake up = smoke, Eat = smoke, Before bed= smoke.+ 1 on feeding males too, I don't see why people treat males like shit, they are the future of your genetic stock!
and shit, if you feed your plants organically and figure it out, they all turn out that lush (atleast outdoors they do )
on day 13 without bud, I'm doing great. my life is definitely getting hella back in order.
Beautiful...What does it smoke like??
yeah honestly the only reason i quit is because i was starting to have anxiety in my chest every time I blazed. not the sk but the anxiety definitely was trying to creep up on me even with sk so theres no denying I was suppressing a lot... gotta get shit in order before you blaze otherwise it'll creep up on you like that....i'm on day 1. but i went two days last week. I'm sure i can get to where you are soon. Or one day, just when i get extra bored, weed make being bored a little bit less boring. And stress, weed help's cope with that some as well. but not really. it's kind of a habitual thing with myself and weed. Wake up = smoke, Eat = smoke, Before bed= smoke.
I have anxiety problems so I understand. Sometimes weed helps other times it doesnt. I thought certain strains and I dont get along, but I have recently smoked some shit that made me have anxiety in the past and it didnt this time so I am confused where the anxiety comes from.....yeah honestly the only reason i quit is because i was starting to have anxiety in my chest every time I blazed. not the sk but the anxiety definitely was trying to creep up on me even with sk so theres no denying I was suppressing a lot... gotta get shit in order before you blaze otherwise it'll creep up on you like that....
honestly I do feel like blazing but I don't at the same time... its like part of me knows I need to do this and the other part that wants to blaze doesn't take priority over me getting my life straight before I enjoy it again.
I was one of those people that never got anxiety no matter what strain I smoked. for me personally it was repression. it might be different for others.weed and anxiety is a touchy subject. Like me and my wife for instance. When she smokes she gets anxious and her mind starts running in the wrong direction, but when i smoke i don't really get like that i just feel "normal" high. or normal to me.
Odd...my sister has been telling me the same thing has been happening to her...really weird because she was the biggest pot head ever. She has a panic attack almost every time she smokes now.i never had anxiety wen i smoked for the longest time... then about 5 or 6 years ago... i started gettin anxierty/pani attacks really bad.. only wen i smoked.. like u said.. certain strains would affect it more than others.. i had to quite for a while.... not.. i just make sure not to overdo it... its weird.. cuz even sumtimes now.. ill smoke.. like 4 or 5 hits.. and sumtimes ill get so high i start to panic a little.. seems like it lasts forever. i try to do things to keep my mind off the fact that im having an anxiety attack... but once that part of its over.. i feel great. one of the best feelings... i seem to have it under control for the most part. =) but it sucks.. i used to be able to just smoke and smoke.. and i'd be fine.. oooo welll
yeah. its sad man everyone needs their own personal counselor imo... if I didn't have my counselor buddy I'd be pretty fucked quite honestly. I didn't even realize what I was doing was repression. but it was... takes confronting the issues head on and not bullshitting yourself especially...I can see what you mean. When I smoke I like to think about my problems and see them for what they really are...sometimes it takes smoking for me to let go of something. But my sister keeps a lot of things locked up inside, and I think she's in an unhappy situation that she's not being real with herself about...so it really isn't too crazy of an idea.
This is deep for a stoner forum....I do have deep repressed feelings...all kinds. I never thought that might be my problem though. I have anxiety that has nothing to do with weed and have for several yrs. I too smoked to no end without tripping out in the past. I stopped smoking weed for like 10 yrs for no real reason. When I started again I had anxiety and paranoia randomly. I just figured it had to do with drinking too much for several yrs or the meth I used to do....? I have done the same thing where I get paranoid and try to stay busy till it stops. I thought I was just weird lol.