poplars
Well-Known Member
yeah bro you neeed a psychologist not a psychiatrist. you don't need meds you just need to process shit.I have seen counselors and psychologists and psychiatrists...I was prescribed bs meds to take. I never took them because they made me feel worse. Maybe I need to just see a counselor again. I dont know if my ins will even pay for that honestly. I have tried to talk to friends and they dont know how to handle the things I tell them that happened in my life and are not equipped to help me. Anyway I am just glad that I am not alone with this, not glad that other ppl have problems, but that someone understands......
and yeah I completely understand how you feel.. I felt very alone in this as well when I first started... but when you talk to more people who have been there done that... you realize that they have had to process a lot in their life too. some of them even talked to counselors to help process it through.
the main thing that you gotta remember when you do finally talk to a counselor again, is that you have to be completely and utterly brutally honest with every detail of the entire situation. if you are not honest with yourself and your counselor the counseling itself will not work.
the truth will set you free, it truly will. just make sure you can trust the counselor ya know, don't just go with someone that seems like they're not that interested or they wanna just shove pills in your face, get a counselor that wants to talk shit through with you.
but yeah I wont dive into this too much deeper, this is the kush lovers thread after all, I just want people to realize that the anxiety they get from weed is probably because weed isn't the sort of drug that allows you to repress shit your whole life until you die.. it eventually makes you realize something is wrong and if you don't listen to the signs it will make you suffer a little bit.