Dude I totally get what you're saying. It definitely is ridiculous difficult to get a job these days with a bad record. I totally am with you on that. But at the same time man I've gotta be honest.. I've learned a lot about shit from the probation group rehab program and basically this still does not mean that you should feel entitled to sell drugs to provide for a family. If you have dependents and have a lousy record, there are very limited options, but still options nonetheless. If you really need to get your hustle on just hustle some legal stuff because you won't get arrested and locked up for even longer for selling random junk in a city street to people who pass by, you'll just get a slap on the wrist. And that is a much better option than taking the risk of getting locked up again and then having your dependents with no one to turn to.