TrynaGroSumShyt
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Life will do that to you.
the chitown sourkush thread
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Dr. Greenhorn
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whyte was talking to trouble not you. you're the exact opposite, lol
theexpress
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i gotta be bro... or id be on some murder suicide shit...whyte was talking to trouble not you. you're the exact opposite, lol
theexpress
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lets take a look at what chi has to live with.... gang banger even doe in all honesty i got my outs years ago it still follows me... police still lable me one.... saw my mom get shot by my dad when i was 6..... lived in domestic abuse shelter on south side in a even more crime infested area then what im used to... been shot at myself... shot at others... been hit in the head with bricks bottles ect... been robbed by family... family keeps getting smaller... been locked up repeatedly.... ect. ect. ect. when da fuck will it end..... when im dead im guessing... why does god or wtf ever put me threw such troubling shit? fuckit doe i keep rollin and doing me
theexpress
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i have to smoke insane amounts of weed just to maintain..... and sometimes shit even harder.... just to relase wtf ever chemicals in my brain so i can forget and be happy for a lil.. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N6XhzXB3oY8
TrynaGroSumShyt
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it probably wont end until you make the right choices. Hell i just started doin that myself.
wyteberrywidow
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Except for the mom & pop and the shelter par that life in new York city that's why I grow bud
TrynaGroSumShyt
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stop cryin though. because we all got our stories and been through it.
theexpress
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i grow and tip da nugg to give me and my family that i call family a better life... and ima keep doing this.. period.... despite jail, jackers ect... im in it to win it.... and im sorry to my mom i had to do it like this because i know she wanted better for me...
theexpress
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aint noone crying nigga.... dont take this the wrong way but id be willing to bet i had to overcome more...... and i know there others out there that got it harder... point is its fucked up.. i didnt have a choice or say in a lot of shit i been threw.. and some i brought apon myself
TrynaGroSumShyt
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sound like my brother.
TrynaGroSumShyt
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i feel you, i just hate readin sob stories. because just as white said minus the group home n the mom n pop its the same everywhere. i rarely mention my past and i been through all that on top of chronic health issues my whole life. i don't evrr compare two mens lives as people go thru things n it affects them in different ways.
theexpress
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thought u knew nigga i am yo brotha.... of anotha motha... from a lighter colah..... u spend ur childhood watching ur scitzo ass dad to himself iny the mirror and abuse ur moms? ever been beat with belts soo bad ur skin peels for a week.... or had a frying pan or hot ass grease thrown onto ur stomache... ever woke up to ur mom crying shot bleeding everywere, dad on the floor handcuffed getting beat by cpd bad with batons bad him asking u if u love him and give him a kiss goodbye... trying to explaine to ur 2 year old lil bro whats going on when u dont know urself... then the police steal all my fucking families jewlry.... i aint easy to walk in my shoes folkks
theexpress
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and thats why 2 thigs happend to me.... one i have to make jokes to stay sae... and 2 ima ruthless ass motha fucker at times cuzz thats how u gotta be... hay
TrynaGroSumShyt
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No but i have seen the effects of it . ive posted it before but my girls mom and stepdad are schizo/bipolar. she got some real deal crazy shit stories. but like i said, it aint a pissin match its that most times in our kind of enviroment. this is what you see/get.
theexpress
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not trying to make it A pissin match just spreading knolidge and venting.... i still dont understand why my moms keeps that vics last name... and as it stands right now.. id put a bullit in my own father...
theexpress
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i just find it fuced up when people on this site say im fake when my life is as real has it gets... ima go blow one back to da sky... amor my niggas ill holla
TrynaGroSumShyt
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because, as far as they know "gangsta's thug's" or anybody from the "hood" dont have computers.
wyteberrywidow
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Well I don't care what anybody thinks as long as who I consider friends know I'm good I'm happy.. No need to be telling people stuff about my life especially personal stuff like that.. I wouldn't go around saying what I'll do and what I did because in reality "that makes YOU look weak"
.... and a bowl of grape nuts.
