I am quite certain testime has friends - quite.
Oh yes, I bathe in their adulation.
Actually, as smart as I may present or egotistically feel, my life is spent surround by far smarter, nicer people. Always a learning experience.
Before my dad died (he worked forever, many hours, typical raised in the 50s quiet serious executive type), he said his goal was to retire and go back to college, just to enjoy the experience of the education in a social situation. He didn't make it. But he taught me to bail on the corporate rat race before it was too late, fall in love, enjoy my family, and be there for them. It wasn't too late for the lesson, even though I had blown 40+ years on a fucked up path. Life is good.
To whiner: Try to be a bit clearer in your posts. If you ever start a post in a specific forum on a specific subject and disavow any knowledge, and then follow up with a psyc brain dump of rambling, you are setting yourself up to be tagged as some who's indulged a bit much, a bit recently, and maybe shouldn't be take so seriously. It's a good setup. I apologize if you took it harshly. You'll see a bit of banter here. Thicken a bit and enjoy it.
See, relax, ohhhhmmmm. Stress downnnnnnnn.
1 aspect of shrooms is it physically leaves you with an open mind for about a year after the dose. Google it up if you can, if not, I'll go hunt it down. Killer concept. It makes you happier and more open for about a year, and then people slip back into a narrower point of view. They need a maintenance dose. Cool stuff.
To anyone who repeat: "You need a minimum dose to have an experience of ANY value."
You are right. BUT. You never follow that up with "of standard cubes".
So everyone says: Hey, 2+ grams is the starting point, and 3-4 is PRETTY DAMN GOOD. Most people simply east an 1/8.
And then the nubie eat 3.5 grams of Penis Envy, goes and feeds the bears, gets mauled, arrested, and fucked in the ass in prison for a few years when the find the leftover bag in his pocket. Just because they weren't regular cubes. Off course, no one believes it until it's too late.
Maybe that's why they call it Penis Envy.