Hopefully, one day i can again. :(

[kor420]

Hopefully one day i can grow again, i'm not going to get into too much detail on why i had to quit because i'm sure you don't want to hear to much of my pitiful sad story, so i'm not going to really get into it, so to make a long story short i had to quit growing for a while, i had to pack up and sell all my grow equipment a few years ago (5+ years maybe longer idk). I Haven't even smoke in a couple years, the last time i smoked was when my step father and mother lived with me, but currently they are living in another state and i have this personal mental problems (don't think i'm some kind of lunatic, because i'm not) where i just can't go up to a stranger and ask where i can score a sack.

All my former friends are meth addicts, and since i was addicted to meth and cocaine years ago and was very bad on it and almost lost everything because of it, i was close to being found dead in a ditch somewhere with a syringe in my arm, so i got clean and i separated myself from that life style, but i still wanted to remain friends, but i wan't going to go out with them.

There was several times were they would come over and borrow money, but didn't stay long after i gave in to them and gave it to them, and one day i woke up and told them i couldn't because i wasn't going to be the reason my best friends die, so since i stop supplying money to buy the junk, i haven't heard from them since and i wouldn't really care to since they used my kindness and my wallet to their advantage, i don't even get a phone call from them anymore, my number has been the same all these years, and to tell you the truth i would at least like to know if they're still alive and how they're doing.

What's sad about that is we have been friends for years, since we were kids, we all grew up together.

All my other friends are straight, clean is a whistle, so my only option was to grow. Now i'm in a situation where i can grow again, but taking care of my father that had a massive stroke is drained me and my bank account.. Money is very tight in this household with only me working now and i only have $10 left after i pay everything, i'm in dire need to grow my own smoke now as ever before, as cannabis is my only savoir, it helps a tremendous deal with this mental problem as it allows me to "be myself, and lets me function with society" and with this depression worsening by each passing month, it just feel l i'm going to break down up.

I Know none of you know me, but i do browse this regularly but i'm a very quit person when i'm not on my meds.. I Was a big part of the OverGrow and HG420 community with many, many grow logs and other helpful information for the new growers and was pretty popular until a breeder named Rezdog almost ruined my life over this Pound4Pound guy situation long time ago, that i had no relations besides just being "internet pals" where he would send me clones, seeds (so i could do grow logs for him).

But some how rezdog found out my address and phone number and mailed me a letter, called me on the phone and told me that he was turning me into the police. So to save myself i had to get rid of everything i owned.. Police never showed, and years later never head anything else about it. (so i guess now you know why i had to get rid of all my grow equipment) I Had 100 original bogglegum seeds that bushyoldgrower mailed to me himself that i had to dump due to that asshole rezdog!

I Know this story was supposed to be short, but it wasn't because i just kept rambling on, so i'm going to end it with why i started this thread. i'm needing a source where i can buy seeds cheaply, and grow lights and intake and exhaust fans, it will take me a long time to save the money to obtain these items, but since i been out of the game for a long time i don't know any legit sources, i don't care about named brand, i'm just needing something that will get me by right now. My grow space is pretty small and for my space would only require 250 watts.

I Don't grow to sell, never have and never will as it just for my personal use so, it will take me longer to save up for proper grow equipment, so something cheap will do for right now.

Sorry for the long post as i know it was unnecessary just to ask this question, but i felt like i needed to get it off my chest as i been constantly thinking about it over the last week.

 

[dadio161]

if you know what you need , go get it. This is not CraigsList to help you buy supplies. Your long rambling post sugest that you are already stoned on something.

 

[jondamon]

Not only that.

If you only have $10 left after paying all your bills how will you cope with the increase in electric?



J

 

[DaBong]

First I'd like to commend you for leaving that damn meth alone. I have never done meth, but I have read a lot about it and know that it can seriously fuck your life up. Second, I'd like to remind you that the Google search engine is your friend. With just a little time and effort you can find just about anything you are looking for on the internet. As far as ' legit sources ' , when you find a site that you think have decent prices, do a search for reviews and see what others have to say about it. You may also find the search engine here on the forum helpful as well. Best of luck!

 

[blacksun]

Sorry for the long post as i know it was unnecessary just to ask this question, but i felt like i needed to get it off my chest as i been constantly thinking about it over the last week.

I went over that entire post and I gotta ask.......








What question?

 

[RetiredMatthebrute]

take your 10 bucks a week and start buying some supplies, if you used to grow you already know what you need.


10 bucks will get you CFL lights each week you can just start stocking up on them.....make a list and go from most necessary and expensive and just start checking items off as you go. if you can get away without buying something (i.e like not buying store bought planters and using some household items like milk jusgs, soda bottles or even those new re usable grocery bags would work good)

if you dont have the money to get the next item on the list, put your 10 bucks in a coffee can.

check craigslist for good deals, i found some 400w comercial HID lights for 35 bucks.

we can help answer questions here but we cant go out and make your purchases for you.

top prioroties would be

lights > ventialtion > soil > nutrients > containers

 

[kor420]

if you know what you need , go get it. This is not CraigsList to help you buy supplies. Your long rambling post sugest that you are already stoned on something.

No need to be rude, didn't ask for anyone to sell me equipment i asked for sources on where i can get the equipment cheap, you know like the wall-mart of hydrophonics. I Don't like ebay or CraigsList for buying stuff like this, because you never know who you are dealing with on the other end.

No i wasn't stoned, i was on hydrocodone as i had knee surgery and the euphoric was strong!

 

[kor420]

Not only that.

If you only have $10 left after paying all your bills how will you cope with the increase in electric?



J

My bill is fixed for the year, it's $250 a month, doesn't matter how much power i used. But January they will adjust my bill up or down accordingly to average power consumption to the prior year. But by then, hopefully my father that i'm tending to that had a massive stroke and can no longer walk and talk, disability will be in effect and i wont have to pay for his doctor visits, meds etc.. and then i would have more money.

First I'd like to commend you for leaving that damn meth alone. I have never done meth, but I have read a lot about it and know that it can seriously fuck your life up. Second, I'd like to remind you that the Google search engine is your friend. With just a little time and effort you can find just about anything you are looking for on the internet. As far as ' legit sources ' , when you find a site that you think have decent prices, do a search for reviews and see what others have to say about it. You may also find the search engine here on the forum helpful as well. Best of luck!

Thank you, it was a very hard battle at first, people said i would stop tasting it after being clean for awhile, but till this day every once in awhile (especially laying it bed) i can taste it and it feel like i'm wired up.

I went over that entire post and I gotta ask.......








What question?

Where is some legit sources to buy the equipment i need, cheaply.

take your 10 bucks a week and start buying some supplies, if you used to grow you already know what you need.


10 bucks will get you CFL lights each week you can just start stocking up on them.....make a list and go from most necessary and expensive and just start checking items off as you go. if you can get away without buying something (i.e like not buying store bought planters and using some household items like milk jusgs, soda bottles or even those new re usable grocery bags would work good)

if you dont have the money to get the next item on the list, put your 10 bucks in a coffee can.

check craigslist for good deals, i found some 400w comercial HID lights for 35 bucks.

we can help answer questions here but we cant go out and make your purchases for you.

top prioroties would be

lights > ventialtion > soil > nutrients > containers

By the look of things CFL'S would probably be the best option for me right now, at least it would get me started

I Have a hundreds ( if not thousands) of containers behind the barn, i use to be a landscaper and i would bring the empty containers home with me, i have different sizes from very small cups to 5 gallon containers. I Have several blocks of coco coir and i have a big ass compost pile (because i compost all my yard waste) and i have several worm bins and several bags of MG potting soil mix and i have a couple boxes of bone and blood meal some where and for potash i could just make it.

Really, the only thing i need is ventilation, carbon filter, timer and lighting. But 400 watts would be a little much for my grow area, as 250 watts would be plenty because i'm not going all out right now with a couple k wattage.

 

[Coho]

Glad your clean of meth...bad shit. Good for you talking here and letting it out. Start with cfl if $$$$ is an issue or T5. (power bill) Garage sales, craigslist, etc.. Perlite, MG organic soil (being cheap) and basic nutes. Fan,etc Good luck ..don't get in a worse financial bind.

 

[gagekko]

I guess I'm an idiot... I mean we hear all the time how shit like meth, crack, heroin, pain pills, or whatever can destroy a life - yet people still try it?

I've done shit in my life, I'm no angel but neither do I have an addictive personality... I can do shit once then leave it alone and not look back. But for the life of me would I try the shit I posted above.

That being said, not trying to bring you down but $10 isn't gonna get you far in an indoor grow for you needs. Maybe you should save a couple of bucks by putting in some overtime or getting a second pt time job? First time from seed, you're prolly looking at 4 months before you grow is done anyways - 4 months is a long wait for a disappointing yield cause you don't got the cash for the proper equip :/

 

[blacksun]

Where is some legit sources to buy the equipment i need, cheaply.

Ahh...amazon.com for sure.

You can get everything for really cheap that isn't extremely heavy, like soil.

Heavy stuff that doesn't cost a lot of money to begin with, like soil, are better picked up locally if you can.

 

[kor420]

I guess I'm an idiot... I mean we hear all the time how shit like meth, crack, heroin, pain pills, or whatever can destroy a life - yet people still try it?

I've done shit in my life, I'm no angel but neither do I have an addictive personality... I can do shit once then leave it alone and not look back. But for the life of me would I try the shit I posted above.

That being said, not trying to bring you down but $10 isn't gonna get you far in an indoor grow for you needs. Maybe you should save a couple of bucks by putting in some overtime or getting a second pt time job? First time from seed, you're prolly looking at 4 months before you grow is done anyways - 4 months is a long wait for a disappointing yield cause you don't got the cash for the proper equip :/

Well, the first time i tried it i was hooked, that was just something that grabbed me and didn't let me go. Me and my friends were at a strip club in Atlanta dropping of a sack to a friend of ours that we went to school with and she invited us to a back room where her and a few others were snorting cocaine (well what i thought was cocaine at first)... to make a long story short, we all ended up snorting meth off of this one girls ass and breast with our noses.. lol that's where it all started for me and the first time i tried it.

 

[kor420]

Never mind, my stepfather and mother just sent me money for xmas through my paypal and i'm going to use most of that to buy my light.. Still need a carbon filter, ventilation, timer etc.., but at least i got the main thing checked off from my list.

 

[Malevolence]

htgsupply.com is a good place to start. ebay and amazon. i like attitude seedbank.... check out bodhi's gear.

and this could have all been avoided if you had followed the first and easiest rule of all. dont fucking tell anyone. that includes the internet.

 

[NavySEALsVet]

No need to be rude, didn't ask for anyone to sell me equipment i asked for sources on where i can get the equipment cheap, you know like the wall-mart of hydrophonics. I Don't like ebay or CraigsList for buying stuff like this, because you never know who you are dealing with on the other end.

No i wasn't stoned, i was on hydrocodone as i had knee surgery and the euphoric was strong!

Omfg lmfao@I was on hydrocodone i cant stop the laughter your a boss man

 

[Nutty sKunK]

Never mind, my stepfather and mother just sent me money for xmas through my paypal and i'm going to use most of that to buy my light.. Still need a carbon filter, ventilation, timer etc.., but at least i got the main thing checked off from my list.

I've heard around here somewhere that you can make your own carbon filter, here it is: https://www.rollitup.org/indoor-growing/7074-easy-build-diy-carbon-filter.html

Ventilation, well inspect your house and where you want to grow and see what you can do. You can buy ducting at loads of places, pretty cheap too..

Timers are pretty cheap man, can pick one up at your local hardware store for a few coins...

 

[gagekko]

Well, the first time i tried it i was hooked, that was just something that grabbed me and didn't let me go. Me and my friends were at a strip club in Atlanta dropping of a sack to a friend of ours that we went to school with and she invited us to a back room where her and a few others were snorting cocaine (well what i thought was cocaine at first)... to make a long story short, we all ended up snorting meth off of this one girls ass and breast with our noses.. lol that's where it all started for me and the first time i tried it.

Not to be an asshole, but it sounds like you did something incredibly stupid to impress some fucking stripper bitch. Can't let bitches control your life bro - drugs neither.

Being an addictive person like you seem to be, stop taking narcotics.... I don't give a fuck if you got a doctor script for hydrocodone, get off the shit. The gods/God gave us cannabis - use it. Unless your bed/house ridden or in the hospital, cannabis will provide you with all the relief you need.... Fucking man up and handle a little pain. Take control back of your life.

 

[growman3666]

Plain and simple bro, I know experiences like this first hand. Never tried Meth but Cocaine got me good. Got me down to the bottom. Two years and at the lowest point in my life I woke up one day a 5 p.m. and declared enough was enough. I never wanted to be an addict the lifestyle just grabbed me. I am overjoyed to claim 3 years clean on Jan 3. My life is on track and I have an unbelievable woman that is there for me no matter what. I got the job of a lifetime and life has never been better. Its all about acceptance. Life throws curveballs but you can make it through. Create goals for yourself. Get from point A to point B. How you get there depends on the way you travel. Pick the path of least resistance and you can find the way to a beautiful life.

 

[chewberto]

Why did this thread his turn into a N.A meeting all of the
sudden? .pay pal? looks like ebay for you man amazon doesn't take paypal... maybe you could get those funds transferred into ur bank account and keep the money local and hit up ur hydro store and tell them that you would like to keep your business local and not give your money to the big corporations like Amazon and they will usually give you a pretty nice discount that is close or comparable to online pricing.

 

[chewberto]

Also u wont need a carbon filter or a timer for a month or 2 so get the important stuff now lights ventilation, hygrometer/therm