xKuroiTaimax
Well-Known Member
Well, apparently I am more of a hindrance than a help here.
I have tried to understand and be patient. I have tried to be diplomatic. I have tried being informative and saying what negativity I do have to impart in a way that is not explicitly cruel.
Clearly I've failed and managed to upset a fair few people. I've been told what 'good people' are like so I must not be one of them. I am in no place to impart advice; I am but 20, both 'immature' and 'obnoxious'.
I've been on this site a few years and have decided it's not worth crying so much over the opinios of people here. I've fallen in love on this forum and lost people on this forum, and told you of every triumph and upset in my life, things not even my family knows. No one notices when I think I am doing a kindness, therefore I must have failed in that endeavour. Every time I log in I get so many mixed messages and can't decide whether or not I should hate myself and if I truly am such a bad person. Aspergers Syndrome is simply an 'excuse'. You must be sick of hearing of it.
So I will burden you no longer.
Sorry to everyone I've managed to piss off. You were right. I am not worth it.
I have tried to understand and be patient. I have tried to be diplomatic. I have tried being informative and saying what negativity I do have to impart in a way that is not explicitly cruel.
Clearly I've failed and managed to upset a fair few people. I've been told what 'good people' are like so I must not be one of them. I am in no place to impart advice; I am but 20, both 'immature' and 'obnoxious'.
I've been on this site a few years and have decided it's not worth crying so much over the opinios of people here. I've fallen in love on this forum and lost people on this forum, and told you of every triumph and upset in my life, things not even my family knows. No one notices when I think I am doing a kindness, therefore I must have failed in that endeavour. Every time I log in I get so many mixed messages and can't decide whether or not I should hate myself and if I truly am such a bad person. Aspergers Syndrome is simply an 'excuse'. You must be sick of hearing of it.
So I will burden you no longer.
Sorry to everyone I've managed to piss off. You were right. I am not worth it.