I am allowe d to grow but have no place in michigan to do so. should i have just tried to get a caregiver? i have no employment and am a student. was refer d to the mmp by an old bud but he resides in a bad staTE .I used to live in jackson mich but would like to be anywere but were im at now . I chose grower because i have a pretty green thumb but lack funds. what to do? I havent even got to use my lara card yet. SUCKS......I am very sketched about all this I know not a person anymore. Just family and they dont want to help. I was on many meds but all my Dr. dropped me because of my medical marihuana. now i dont have insurance no job and worst of all no meds. I feel like just givin up on it and sayn fuckit. get my card money back and deal with my ass of a life