SquirrelGod
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I dont get why there is all this hype around hallucinating. Isnt hallucinating seeing or hearing things that arent real? I used to want to hallucinate to until I realized Id rather see what is real and reach a higher level of consciousness rather than seeing peoples faces turn into monsters or see walls bleed or something. People with severe mental disorders hallucinate.
Ive been through episodes of psychosis before (nothing to do with drugs) where I became very delusional, disconnected, extremely scared and paranoid, and had hallucinations. This was not fun at all. It was like being in a nightmare but not being able to wake up. One time I honestly thought I was just in a bad dream, but turns out I couldnt wake up, I was awake. Thats one of the worst feelings you can ever have. I guess little hallucinations might be fun if your in a good mind frame, but in the end they arent real. I would rather see whats real and more of it than in my sober mind. I would rather be in a better mind state and experience more of whats real and enjoy all of it. One of those times when you can look around and honestly see the world and how beautiful it actually is.
But doesn't seeing things that aren't real allow you to appreciate things that are real a lot more? I mean think about it, it's like opening up your thoughts.