no go away, your too young to be growing, and you dont have your own place thats not cool at all... theres way too much involved to just "help you", after reading over the WHOLE GROW FAQ, then ask if yourself if this is something your going to be able to pull off in your "upstairs bedroom"... I mean bro, where do you think your going to hide a 10-15 inch plant that stinks like da chronic for ~50-60 days?????