Trying to articulate my pseudo-spinozist/naturalistic pantheistic views

[NietzscheKeen]

I may be the only one with these view, but I'm hoping to articulate them and test their coherence. My first post with all my reasons for doing this and goals disappered and I don't feel like trying to remember it or type all of it again. I'm not writing this as broken down and precise as Spinoza or even Descartes for that matter. I plan to come back and do that later. I'd like your thoughts and criticism on my logic, premises, etc.

Here is what I have so far:
The eternam is the cause and it's connection to the effect. The nature of the eternam can be observed by those that seek. This seeking is the begining of self consciousness of the eternam; the whole. We are manifested from the whole, but are never separate; never distinguished from the whole. As such, seeking is the begining of self consciousness of the whole; the eternam. From oblivion the eternam arose, to oblivion it will return.

Oblivion- the state of being completely unknown. Self consiousness- awareness of ones being

 

[Chartreuse Spruce]

Hey, I'm picking up what your putting down. I seek that knowledge exactly. I didn't know it was called anything though. Oblivion is the dark. Self-Consciousness is the light. Thru higher consciousness and seeking to get there we join the eternam. I have these thoughts but that word eternam is new to me. I call it ChristConsciousness.

 

[NietzscheKeen]

The word eternam is new to you because I made it up, lol. You can call it whatever you want. I've given MY beliefs a label even if yours are exactly the same as mine, you don't have to use MY label; you're free to create your own. Is Christ Consciouness like Krishna Consciousness?

 

[eye exaggerate]

I may be the only one with these view, but I'm hoping to articulate them and test their coherence. My first post with all my reasons for doing this and goals disappered and I don't feel like trying to remember it or type all of it again. I'm not writing this as broken down and precise as Spinoza or even Descartes for that matter. I plan to come back and do that later. I'd like your thoughts and criticism on my logic, premises, etc.

Here is what I have so far:
The eternam is the cause and it's connection to the effect. The nature of the eternam can be observed by those that seek. This seeking is the begining of self consciousness of the eternam; the whole. We are manifested from the whole, but are never separate; never distinguished from the whole. As such, seeking is the begining of self consciousness of the whole; the eternam. From oblivion the eternam arose, to oblivion it will return.

Oblivion- the state of being completely unknown. Self consiousness- awareness of ones being