As mentioned in my previous post, I cannot smoke MJ bc my job requires random drug tests. I envy those that do get to with no worries! I am getting ready to tell you an experience I had with synthetic weed or Salvia (whatever it was).
When I came home from work I drank a few wine coolers and a beer. I was buzzing a little, not drunk at all! My brother came over with a joint and stated that it was synthetic weed. I was skeptical. I thought, 'what the heck?' I trust my brother but he did admit he had never smoked synthetic weed. I think he said it was "Head Trip" but he wasn't entirely sure as he got it from his best friend. I was buzzing a little from the alcohol and we started smoking it. I took 5-7 big hits. I stopped as I thought it really isn't doing anything and taste horrible. While I was outside smoking and talking to my brother it finally came...the dream state. I felt far away. My heart started beating faster. Anxiety rolled all throughout my body. I was HIGH. I kept telling myself it was all in my head, that whatever it was that I smoked was messing with my mind. I started having an anxiety attack so I ran in the house, sat in the kitchen floor and clutched my speakers to my MP3 player tight listening to music as loud as I could. This seemed to calm me. The next feeling I had was that everything was funny. The songs I was listening to were funny, my brother talking to me was funny. I had uncontrollable laughter in what felt like an hour. I felt like a child again that was happy about everything. I then wanted to smoke another cigarette so I went outside. I stared up at the clouds and started laughing at them. I was making crazy shapes from them that were funny to me.
Everything was hilarious until my husband came home. He looked at me like I was crazy. The deep paranoia started. He told me I could die smoking "spices" or whatever it was. Okay, more anxiety attacks. There was no music playing. I needed music. "Am I really going to die?" I asked. I was serious. When he could see my panic he reassured me I was going to be okay, that I'm just really messed up. 'Yes, I am messed up.' I kept telling myself. It's all in my mind. A mind fuck. This made me feel better but my music. Where was my music? I listened to music for a few more hours laughing, smiling, and just staring in a dreamy state. I was so very content. Then, 10pm rolled around. I knew I had to get up early. The high was wearing off. I was sobering up and then...ouch, MAJOR HEADACHE!!! My head was pounding so hard. After lots of water and a few Ibuprofen I went to bed. Thankfully, no hangover when I woke up.
Now, I smoked this at about 6pm and the high started wearing off at 10pm. My experience with this was both scary and pleasant. I don't think I will smoke this again because it was so hard for me to control my emotions and I had too many anxiety attacks. I did experience some happy dreamlike moments. I have mixed emotions but the main thing I'm wondering is if this was actually synthetic weed or Salvia and if it really lasts 4 hours?! I didn't know synthetic could get you so high.
When I came home from work I drank a few wine coolers and a beer. I was buzzing a little, not drunk at all! My brother came over with a joint and stated that it was synthetic weed. I was skeptical. I thought, 'what the heck?' I trust my brother but he did admit he had never smoked synthetic weed. I think he said it was "Head Trip" but he wasn't entirely sure as he got it from his best friend. I was buzzing a little from the alcohol and we started smoking it. I took 5-7 big hits. I stopped as I thought it really isn't doing anything and taste horrible. While I was outside smoking and talking to my brother it finally came...the dream state. I felt far away. My heart started beating faster. Anxiety rolled all throughout my body. I was HIGH. I kept telling myself it was all in my head, that whatever it was that I smoked was messing with my mind. I started having an anxiety attack so I ran in the house, sat in the kitchen floor and clutched my speakers to my MP3 player tight listening to music as loud as I could. This seemed to calm me. The next feeling I had was that everything was funny. The songs I was listening to were funny, my brother talking to me was funny. I had uncontrollable laughter in what felt like an hour. I felt like a child again that was happy about everything. I then wanted to smoke another cigarette so I went outside. I stared up at the clouds and started laughing at them. I was making crazy shapes from them that were funny to me.
Everything was hilarious until my husband came home. He looked at me like I was crazy. The deep paranoia started. He told me I could die smoking "spices" or whatever it was. Okay, more anxiety attacks. There was no music playing. I needed music. "Am I really going to die?" I asked. I was serious. When he could see my panic he reassured me I was going to be okay, that I'm just really messed up. 'Yes, I am messed up.' I kept telling myself. It's all in my mind. A mind fuck. This made me feel better but my music. Where was my music? I listened to music for a few more hours laughing, smiling, and just staring in a dreamy state. I was so very content. Then, 10pm rolled around. I knew I had to get up early. The high was wearing off. I was sobering up and then...ouch, MAJOR HEADACHE!!! My head was pounding so hard. After lots of water and a few Ibuprofen I went to bed. Thankfully, no hangover when I woke up.
Now, I smoked this at about 6pm and the high started wearing off at 10pm. My experience with this was both scary and pleasant. I don't think I will smoke this again because it was so hard for me to control my emotions and I had too many anxiety attacks. I did experience some happy dreamlike moments. I have mixed emotions but the main thing I'm wondering is if this was actually synthetic weed or Salvia and if it really lasts 4 hours?! I didn't know synthetic could get you so high.
