yes i am fine kona.i really have identified why the way things are the way they are by talking with therapists and pycholigist and how to work towards fixing things and making the best of it. got into some deep stuff but im real glad u did wat u did. cuz now im closer with my family which is what i wanted so thank you. but anyways i feel way better. and kaptain, sry about the reply if you read this. i know your a good person and you dont know me i would say the same thing to a person who did what i did. . so im sorry man. but im better so take care k