At the moment I'm "sober". When I started growing my own I stop all moderation and use of discipline and that lead to problems. I've started on Strattera. It's definitely a trade off in a lot of ways I have an attention span that is consistently >15min and I'm not so easily distracted. I've lost the hyper fixation that use to allow me to block the world out and power though major projects and my almost superhuman ability to multi task. It's probably what's best for me at this moment in life raising young children and the priority being consistently setting an example, but I hate the fact that I am dependent on a daily medication. In the long term I feel as though an "as needed " style of medication is preferable and weed works for me.
Likewise weed is my recreational drug of choice. It's safer then booze, hallucinats stopped before fun for me during our 1st pregnancy, and blow I just too damn expensive and habit forming.
I think we are mostly in agreement in our overall views, outside of requirements of burden of proof and use of the term "medicine "
Healthy living is key. Discipline and moderation are necessary. Weed is good
