I got one question
The first time in your life when you said " The god dosent exist" or "God is not real"
Did you feel like you were lying or little strange feeling in your chest that was telling you
that you are wrong ? Happened to me. It felt something triger in my chest. But i still dont belive in god who is watching us all the time if we are bad or good. I belive in higher race who created us.