Haven't seen ya since June, bet yer always on the go with shifting interests, maybe move frequently? trouble with criticism? I can help, yer a version of normal, if ya also got a big heart too. I'm right next door in this section, if ya come back or some else on the thread searching for a solution for themselves might see it too, so, if ya don't show up, maybe someone else will. Try looking here for a bit and watch some short videos at least. I'll be dealing with ADD +HA. Concentration ability is not cause yer smart so much, but that yer relaxed, and those with ADD do surprisingly well at meditation, especially with the right meds. ADD is more a way of being than a defect, something you can turn to your advantage, like all our qualities as human beings
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