it's official. I am definitely a failure. I don't know why I am posting this message in this forum, since I pretty much have no proof that anyone here is something other than an advertiser, lol.
I just finished writing the last letter I will ever write.
my time on earth is done.
I have learned that absolutely EVERYTHING I have ever tried to do, including growing one goddamned plant, then another, then another, then another, following about three month's research precisely, has failed.
Therefore, I am a failure.
My "aero" setup consists of a 1" tube running from the exhaust of my car into the car's window, and I sit here with my laptop.
There is nobody to say goodbye to, so I'll say goodbye to all of you advertisers.
Have a good time frying your brains and successfully growing your beautiful plants.
some people were never meant to be born.
goodbye.
Take it easy. Don't do anything silly. Go to the doc and get some Zoloft. it will take the edge off.