AMA - UncleBuck

UncleBuck said:
i was 17 or 18 and playing golf. got a cart for some reason, usually i never ride.
driving up to the final hole i saw a flock of birds following their mama. i drove towards them with the cart thinking they would scatter, but they didn't. i ran one over. there it lay on the ground squirming and writhing. i had no choice but to end it quick for the poor thing, so i did.
that incident has haunted me many times over and it never gets any easier. i honestly hate myself for it and will never forgive myself.
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I like you Buck.
I hate to see people or animals suffer.
Everyone has done something they regret.
Last week I remembered one awful thing I did as a kid. Hadn't thought of it in years.
I had forgiven myself. It just happened. I attribute that to haven't changed so much I'm no longer the same person and am no longer capable of doing what I did
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Maybe make a wish, 'one day, i may forgive myself for what I did.'
That is the seed.
Water on occasion.

peace
 
killemsoftly said:
Last week I remembered one awful thing I did as a kid. Hadn't thought of it in years.
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it's weird how that happens. i can just be driving along, feeling great about everything, and then that thought juts into my mind out of nowhere and i feel like shit for a while.

if i could go back in time and change only one thing in my life, that would be it.
 
UncleBuck said:
it's weird how that happens. i can just be driving along, feeling great about everything, and then that thought juts into my mind out of nowhere and i feel like shit for a while.
if i could go back in time and change only one thing in my life, that would be it.
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Mine did that too bro.
Out of nowhere. It made me feel sick everytime. Decades. Fucking awful.
This time it came and went. No self-hatred, no sadness. Just came and went.
It was beautiful.
If I could grant wishes I'd give everyone what I got on that one. Freedom and healing.


peace Buck
 
Have you ever had a powerful spiritual experience or realization?
(I have no religious agenda; just find peoples answers to this question fascinating)
 
Ask you anything..

In your opinion, who is the worst member of RIU and why?

Who is the best member of RIU and why?

What do you think about the two party system of politics in America?

Generally speaking, what do you think about conservative Americans?

Generally speaking, what do you think about liberal Americans?

If you could change 3 things about America, what would they be?

What do you think about organized religion?

What do you think about the war on drugs?

If you could ask your wife to do one thing to you you know she'd never ever do, what would it be?

Why did you get married?

On the Kinsey scale, what would you rate yourself?

What is your favorite movie/song/band?

Why do you visit RIU every day?

How long have you been smoking marijuana?
 
Padawanbater2 said:
In your opinion, who is the worst member of RIU and why?
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there are many who are the worst in their own separate ways.

Padawanbater2 said:
Who is the best member of RIU and why?
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pinworm is the best thing that has happened to us in forever. i await FDD's return. neosapien is unfailingly hilarious, and probably has a large penis for a smaller guy. mr. sunshine probably has a small penis, but makes me laugh so hard. CN was probably the "best member" we ever had. cryptkeeper was good in hos own way. i miss SICC.

there are simply too many best members to mention the why part. but i thought i'd mention the "why" here instead of the worst member part.

i missed a lot of good members, too. you are one of the best too, no matter how much i have trolled you or been trolled by you.

Padawanbater2 said:
What do you think about the two party system of politics in America?
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lol, go find a third party person who actually competes. you're missing a candidate.

Padawanbater2 said:
Generally speaking, what do you think about conservative Americans?
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misguided, often duped. not bad people generally, but not people i would want to play golf with.

Padawanbater2 said:
Generally speaking, what do you think about liberal Americans?
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probably worse people than conservatives at a general level, but attempting to better themselves.

Padawanbater2 said:
If you could change 3 things about America, what would they be?
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the american laws or the american people?



Padawanbater2 said:
What do you think about organized religion?
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i prefer unorganized "religion", whatever religion may mean.

Padawanbater2 said:
What do you think about the war on drugs?
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generally justified, some exceptions.

Padawanbater2 said:
If you could ask your wife to do one thing to you you know she'd never ever do, what would it be?
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leave me.

Padawanbater2 said:
Why did you get married?
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because i loved her.

On the Kinsey scale, what would you rate yourself?

Padawanbater2 said:
What is your favorite movie/song/band?
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django unchained (currently) / jambi (going on years now) / tool (always)

Padawanbater2 said:
Why do you visit RIU every day?
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to troll racists. some days are easier than others, but most are full of easy targets.

and because i kinda like some of you guys. some of you i like a lot.

Padawanbater2 said:
How long have you been smoking marijuana?
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12 years. i smoked for the first time when i was 16. the next day i had my first and only hole in one.

coincidence?
 
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